Call me a nut :D

Exams + Me = Dead Brain Cells

2007-10-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO!(: okay firstly 6 papers are gone man(: and obviously i didn't finish both Geog and History. there wasn't enough time. so yeah. im gonna say this. SCREW YOU HISTORY & GEOGRAPHY! $%#@! okay haha. hmm so English was alright. and erm Art, is a sure fail ahha xD and erm Chinese Composition. was just umm.. confusing haha! and both sciences was alright (: haha at least MUCH MUCH MUCH better than the humanities dammit! so yeah im seriously scared that i won't be able to finish the Math Paper. like for example last year.. sighs. im scared. and Literature. im alright with it. and erm chinese paper. im so not ready for it hahah! okay anwyays. im still debating whether i chould be a good girl and go to church or be an extra hardworking girl mugging at home. ughhh the stresss. Claudia you owe me the pictures hahah :D lol anyways thennnn. see you after exams :D TAHTAH

moved here? I dont noe -.-

2007-09-16T01:40:00.001-07:00

okay so im back here sighs. so lets talk about today. hmm. firstly, went to church by train. And then crapped to amanda. then i sat with umm steffi and umm fiona :D hmm. so well, i was dead all through worship and sermon. lol, i noe that was a bad thing to do. But what could i do? i slept so late last night and also woke up so early. gosshh. haha i dreamt about the second coming last night. Anyways, i decided to just go for lesson. and then stephanie didn't come! she had to send sarah off. sighs okay must not learn to lose temper, Good Girl. hmmm, so then i left early. haha coincidentally steffi was going out too ahahah! okay anyways. went out to get some ingrediants for COOKING hahah! lol. sighs. okay(: TAHTAH:D

moved here? I dont noe -.-

2007-09-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

okay so im back here. sighs. so lets talk about today. hmm. firstly, went to church by train. And then crapped to amanda. then i sat with umm steffi and umm fiona :D hmm. so well, i was dead all through worship and sermon. lol, i noe that was a bad thing to do. But what could i do? i slept so late last night and also woke up so early. gosshh. haha i dreamt about the second coming last night >.< style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" size="4">i decided to just go for lesson. and then stephanie didn't come! she had to send sarah off >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;" size="4">Good Girl. hmmm, so then i left early. haha coincidentally steffi was going out too ahahah! okay anyways. went out to get some ingrediants for COOKING hahah! lol. sighs. okay(: TAHTAH:D

PHOTOS are LOVES <3

2007-09-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

SHREK&LOTSME&LOTS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! <3

YOU HAVE TWO CHILDREN :D be proud(:

I CHOSE THE CAKE(:

I plug-in to you lots, you're the music in me(friendly)

IMPACTS good for the teeth yummyyy

i can't be emo -.- this explains why i keep smiling for no reason.

SMILEEEEEEE!

i love SIAN ahahaha! okay LOTSSSY :D

in the MAC com lab :D haha me and RASSSIE <3

RAS&ME&CLAUD haha find us :D

I SEE YOU CHARLOTTE :D

MIRRORSSS <3

RICH! ahhahaa its real mannn. SPECIMEN!

RAS&NIC&CLAUD&ME! hahaha!

ahahhaa! firstly, ras looks like some deformed thing. and claud looks like a dwarf,
and i look like i have frigging sharp teeth like a SHARK :D

hhahahahaha! RASSSSSS! OMGGGG!

at least i KINDA look normal. haha ras and claud looks like a witchh haha i look like,
i have a gigantic sweet in my mouth ahha!

RAS, i know you're very pretty :D

so i finally went online? just to check on stuffs and uploud pics :D haha here you go claud and lots :D lovesss <3
TAHTAH:D

HEROES CONFERENCE! <3

2007-08-31T07:26:00.000-07:00

When there was none.HEROESSSS! <3

Awaiting for the 4 HEROES to enter the RED carpet(:

4 LUCKY contestants!

MC's? 0.o

ALOT OF PEOPLE! (im on the second floor)

MOHINDER!JESSICA!PARKMAN!HIRO! <3

GROUP PHOTO!

OMG LUCKYYY! >.<

4 LOVES! <3

4 LOVES AGAIN! <3

OKAY HAHHA! those are the photos! MANNN! hahaha! what about the VIDEOSS??
HAHA i'll upoad it(:

Sing the song i tell you to sing(:

2007-08-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

HERO/HEROINE
-Boys Likes Girls-

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

[Hero / Heroine Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

HEROES CONFERENCE BABEYY! <3

DRAMA NIGHT'07

2007-08-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

HERE YOU GO!
DRAMA NIGHT'07!
<3

am i irritating?

2007-08-17T00:41:00.000-07:00

"why? what did i do?"
-terry leong.

I cut my hair :/
and i look weird.
darnn.

hmmm, i think im irritating.
lol.
hmmm

WWW.XANGA.COM/GREENDEDICATION

relink me :D
i dont think i'll be using this blog for a LONG time to come(:
LALALA!
<3

tahtah:D

Sick and Tired of SHIT

2007-08-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

"You looking at me, Im looking at you"
-Ashley Tisdale

Her songs rocks(:
Sigh anywyas.
I feel like shit.
I have a Runny Nose/Block Nose
Soar Throat
and
I feel NAUSEOUS!
shit.
and i dont feel like doing ANYTHING.
i feel like just sleeping in my room.
sighs.
probably i didn't go for PE for like.. wahtt.
2 weeks?
Hahah no excerciseee.
anywyas.
anyways.
I got maths to do.
But i don't wanna doo..
SIGHS.
I shan't do thenn (:
Sighs hmm.
I think for PW.
we're not that done yet.
Oh hecksss.
Right now, i dont feel like caring about anything.
i just feeel likes just Sleeping.
And get my freaking nose UNBLOCK
dammit.
okay then i gotta goo.
I feel like sleepingg.
TAHTAH:D

i gave it all,

2007-08-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

~~i loved you,~~
~~i loved you all along.~~
~~i miss you.~~
~~i keep dreaming that you'll be with me.~~
~~and you'll never go.~~
~~and you'll never see me anymore.~~

went to church today(:
haha anyways.
it wasn't that bad.
i thought that worship was awsome(:
lol
anyways.
i went back home by mrt.
bumped into amanda
bumped into kelvin.
bumped into Cheryl's mum.
bumped into Cathleen.
man,
lol so weirded.
anyways(:
stopped at Buona Vista
and walked to ACJC.
and then met my parents.
went out for lunch at Suntec.
and then just walked around.
and went back home(:
Watched 200 pounds of beauty.
its AWSOME :D
i tell yah(:
lol now i dont wanna go plastic surgery (sp?)
lol
anyways i cried man!
lol
okay so yeah this is probably going to be my last post.
well.
yeah kind of.
i wouldn't be posting very much now.
cause im gonna stick to my plann(:
hurhurrr.
TAHTAH :D

I tried,

2007-08-04T00:53:00.000-07:00

I dont know why, i tried
i tried to look between the lines
i tried to look in your eyes.
i want a simple explanation.
what im feeling inside.
i gotta find a way out
maybe theres a way out.

Homework to do:
~~Math Questions~~
~~Impressions on Morocco (LA)~~
~~Learn Ting Xie~~

WOHHOO!
i did everything in the morning(:
well and i little bit in the afternoon(:
its still the afternoon.
so yeah im going out tonight.
to GWC.
get stuff(:
something for Chloe.
hmm.
okay anyways.
i need a SHOEBAG dammit.
im gonna get oneee!
sigh which one is niceeee >.<
i dont know.
anyways(:
i dont know what to do now.
oh yeah i started on this book
"The Man of my Dreams"
its quite nice.
it started off SUPER boring.
but then i just read it until the climax.
so now im kinda addicted(:
HAHA
shall go read that then(:
oh yeah
before i go(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE!(:
HAHAHA!

TAHTAH!:D

Bring on the rain

2007-08-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today im on my own,
i can't move a muscle
and i can't pick up the phone,
i dont know.

I didn't know BLG's songs were so good.
(:
48 more days.
and im scared to shitzsxz.
sighs.
i have a feeling im going to DEFINATELY fail chinese
and not to mention HISTORY!
and GEOG!
gosh.
i suck in HUMANITIES.
sighs.
oh wells.
Today was kinda boring.
Except that i was actually listening to Geog(:
and erm math, i was COMPLETELY lost.
i think im diproving math.
i dont even know what's going on.
>.<
and then Home Econs, Which im gonna fail.
then erm Recess.
Had this Lunch Box Day thing(:
yeah it was okay i guess(:
hmm then,
had LA.
Which i actually knew what was going on(:
and then CHINESE.
the test.
ugh.
some parts were okay.
some parts were F'ed
sighs.
trust me for saying this.
i almost died.
the FAN was right on top of me.
and it was SHAKING the WHOLE ceiling!
okay anyways(:
had GEL.
did some acting thingy.
I was so retarded -.-
anyways then school ended.
and ladeedahh.
I stayed back.
as i always do on friday's
then ermm.
yeah just hanged around.
and erm went for PIANO.
then went home.
Then showered.
had dinner.
and went to BTP.
was looking around in Popular.
so i bought:
one pen(:
&
a duster for our class board.
&
BOOKS!
and here are the books(:
"The School for Husbans"
"At First Sight"
"Dedication"
hurhurr!
I have like 2 books awaiting me to read it >.<
LOL okay then i better go do my stuffs(:
TAHTAH:D

you'll always be my thunder

2007-08-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

"Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer"
-Boys like Girls (Thunder)

okay im rather sleepy so im gonna make it nice,short,sweet
whatever.
erm well today was boring >.<
and yeah just boring.
My results were something i could be happy about.
and yeah.
awaiting the rest to come back.
tomorrow Lunch Box Day.
Bringing a bag of chips.
and seriously..
i haven't been doing KUMON.
like shitszxz.
i have not studied Home ECONS yet.
gosh.
Im gonna dieee
well then.
TAHTAH! :D

Dance Floor Anthem

2007-08-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin' on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin' it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention
Working hard to buy the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin' home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one

Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
feel the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good
Good charlotte (Dance Floor Anthem)

OKAYY
hmm
Today was boring.
and yeah.
just boring.
then thats it.
i have STML.
sighs
Im going to DIE for tmrw >.<
Didn't do the computer studies thingyy >.<
sigh anyways.
today GB.
I was kinda scared to play the _____
Cause it was my first time.
and yeah i was SWEATING.
hahha
but oh wells.
i made some HICCUPS.
oh wells(:
overall it was niceee(:
anyways.
I've finished planning my STUDY PLAN for august(:
HURHUR
and it'll go into action att..
5 AUGUST!

she doesn't wanna talk about he

2007-07-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

"in the beginning i tried to warn you."
-Good Charlotte

okay so firstly.
im seriously tired.
and erm.
todayy was just so tiring
firstly chinese.
then it was physics.
got back my paper.
21/30 sighs.
well it could have been worse >.<
then ermm BIO.
just watched a video.
then had free period.
then had History.
Which was the testtt.
So i wrote crappp
and then recess.
then had Maths.
which of course i didn't understand a shit.
and then PW.
which was SUPER frustrating.
goshh.
then school ended.
ate lunch with Liting,Trisha.
then did a good deed for nick(:
hahaha.
then erm went for Kummon(:
then went home..
did organising study plan.
1/4 done only -.-
sigh anywyas.
tuition..
2 hours of maths. >.< kill me.

Sigh OMG
i seriously didn't know that people were KIDNAPPED >.<
its so sad.
sigh.
Im gonna definately pray.
and seriously, sometimes i wonderr.
why did God put those 23 CHRISTIAN members in danger?
sometimes i wonder why.
i start to doubt.
i start to drift away.
anybody...
answer me.

goodbye.

52 days SHITZXZ

2007-07-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

"I wear a halo,when you look at me"

oh manzxs
im tired.
and 52 more days to SHITSZXS man.
seriously.
sigh.
i better buck up :/
sigh anyways.

Yesterday was Sunday.
so yeah. i was totally LAZY to go to bugis
so went to westmall instead.
ate Sashimi and Hanamaki
and then Strawberry Sundaee.
shits.
FAT MUCH.
hmm just strolled around.
and talked.
randomnesss
then reached homeee.
bored to bitss.
talked to Janelle on the phone.
CRAPPED.
and slept(:

Amanda you owe me $15.40 xD
heeheee

okay then erm today.
was quite boring.
So first Chapel.
then History.
Which of course.. was boring.
then free period.
then LA
did poetryy >.<
then Geography.
which i actually LEARNT somethings(:
then erm Recess.
Bought my necessities.
then ermmm.
Chinese.
and i was actually PAYING ATTENTION 0.o
hurhur awsomee..
(:
okay anyways..
then Music.
which was totally SLACK.
so yeah went home and studied Ting Xie and History.
But tmrw..
Im going to CRAPP&SCREWW history test.
shitzxsx.

TAHTAH:D

Never were a friend of mine

2007-07-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

{Katharine Mcphee - Over It}

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it

I'm over it
I'm over...

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

~~~
CLASS PARTY rocked <3
and its awsome to be in 2S
I never had that much fun in my life(:

its AWSOME.
:D

Pictures?
WHEREEEE?!
send it to meee(:

TAHTAH:D

KAP again?

2007-07-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

Alright.
Nice.
and.
sweet.
yes?

OKAY.
firstly, Geography.
I've got 7/10 for Map Reading.
Then Maths.
Me and Michy was like.
struggling for Math hurhur.
but we pulled through(:
then Home Econs.
Mrs Yue was pissed at us 0.o
hurhur.
okay then had Recess.
Studied Ting Xie Instead(:
then it was LA.
which wasn't THAT boring.
then it was CHINESE.
which had composition writing.
gosh.
I suck in that.
and yeah.
then had GEL.
which was boring at some parts.
but when Miss Chong Shared some of her experience.
it was kinda interesting(:
hmm anyways
after school just had lunch
with HALF of the ctg -.-
and yeah.
kinda fun.
but JANELLE and RACHEL left >.<
so EARLY.
so yeah anyways.
i realised that
Amanda is SO childish.
and PRONE to gossip -.-
AGREE with me SIYAN,SABINA,LOTS!
heheee

Anyways. went homee.
Cousins from Brighton came(:
but yeah.
I have not even TALKED to them yet >.<
sigh i suck.
anyways.
TMRW class party.

2S BE THERE :D

Tahtah:D

FOUNDERS DAY

2007-07-25T04:59:00.000-07:00

okay hmm yesterday celebrated
Founders Day.
I was in the Parade.
and yeah.
i wanted to yawn.
but OF COURSE
i couldn't -.-
anyways after the whole boring thingyy
then stayed back for Worship Practice >.< style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);" size="4">boringgg >.<
and then LIT.
which was BORRINGERR
and then had recess.
then had Maths.
Which was BORING >.<
then had BIO
which was quite fun LOL
hurhur some disturbing scenes
then PHYSICS
annie and char equals
FUNNY.
anyways
xD

hmm then went home.
then had a small nap
then studies TINGXIE
which i almost SUFFERED
okay hmm.
then had TUITION.
then had dinner.
then went to Reese's house
to CELEBRATE her BIRTHDAY(:

anyways.
My cousins from London,Brighton
is coming(:
cool eh(:
HAHA
okay then
TAHTAH! :D

P.M.S is gettin to me

2007-07-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

I've been real cranky these days.
hurhur.
anyways.
todayy.
was boring -.-
first was chapel.
LEVEL chapel.
then had History
where we got our new teacher called Mrs Cheng
and she is SO BORING.
i was yawing like crazy >.<
and then had Speech and Drama.
which was also kinda boring.
then had LA.
which i didn't even UNDERSTAND a THING.
and ermm then the GB girls could leave.
for the founders day practice thingabob.
then finished at like..
1:00
and luckily Miss Tang was SICK today(:
so didn't really do ANYTHING hurhurrr
anyways.
tmrww.
we'll be skipping..
Chinese(:
Physics(:
and a LIL bit of BIO.
hurhurr
but we'll still have MATHS and PW and HISTORY!
damnnnnnn.
anyways.
okay thennn
gotta goo(:
TAHTAH:D

for GOSHsakes

2007-07-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

YOU PISS ME OFF SO MUCH!

gosh.

Okay anyways(:
went to church today.
Lesley came today(:
hurhur it was fun talking to them
(Lesley,Petrina,Amanda)
yeah but i was the youngest anyways.
very funny yeah.

hmm.
today after TTB service.
i LEARNT that i seriously SHOULD give the LORD tithes
and my offerings >.<
cause i seriouslly have not been giving 0.o
goossshh
anyways.
i
shall
start
giving
(:

hmm after the service when to this BUS.
that went to ACJC.

P.S. remember to point at HER tmrw at the practice okay??

met my parents there.
saw keith -.-
and then yeah the adult service finish.
then my family and I went to WESTMALL to eaaattt
firstly..
we went to eat SAKAE SUSHII! <33
then remembered it was RACH's birthday next week
then got her something.
and got myself something.
and i wanted to get a JACKET!
but there was like ermm..
NO JACKETS ON SALE xD
lol!
hmm anyways then went homeee.
then had to go to my cousinss birthday party.
they're ALL primary one's -.-
LOL anyways
i thought it was super weird lol!
sigh anyways.
im suppose to do English homework >.<
but i dont want to
HAHAH!

TAHTAH:D

I live where we are

2007-07-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
...

HELLO!(:
Today went to church
and i learnt that even I can do evangelisms to people.
becauseee...
of the
ABCDEFG
Ah Bengs Can Do Evangelisms For God!
HURHUR!
its so awsome that God can touch people so greatly.
and can even USE people for his words to be spread around for this SICK and WRONG world.
The world NEEDS his gospel.
when ever happened to the innocents of children?
its gone.
"a NINE year old girl, was PREGNANT"
the people in this world.
need to KNOW that there is this GOD that loves EVERYONE
including THEMSELVES
and
including those from BAD to WORST.
those who are COMPLETELY hopeless.
and to those who are COMPLETELY ruthless.
he can work wonders.

"and one SIMPLE thing you can just do is, love him, trust in him and BELIEVE in him"

its amazing at how great GOD can be.

"God uses the weak to shame the wise"
-from the BIBLE

tomorrow is TTB.
i wish i'll learn something.
something GOOD i perhaps.
something that will make me change my thought about life.
(:
TAHTAH:D

QUIXXED!

2007-07-20T03:37:00.000-07:00

Name 13 of your friends you can think of right now.

(Girls are ODD numbers and Boys are EVEN numbers)

Janelle Yan
Tom Walkerman
Charleen Wong
Paul Tan
Ng Liting
Jeshua Kok
Tiffany Cheah
Shangkai
Claudia Ong
Sean Pong
Margareth
Shawn Koh
Rachel Khoo

Don't read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people!

How did you meet 10? When i was in KINDERGARTEN
What would you do if you have never met 1? I would DIE! cause she is my best friend <33!
What would you do if 2 and 6 dated? I'll puke and send them to marriage councelling(:
Have you seen 4 cry before? NOO! he is like a tough guy 0.o
Do you think 10 is cute? whaaatt. okay lurh baby cute(:
How did you get to know about 8? By friends(:
Would you ever go on a date with 12? ehhh? i dont know.
What's 7's favourite colour? PINK and PURPLE hurhur! <3
What would you do if 5 confessed that he/she likes you? I'll probably freak out and pass out.
Facts about 9. She is CRAZEYY and random at times(:
Who's 4 going out with? hurhur please lur, doubt he'll EVER get someone LOL!
Who is 5 to you? LOL she is SUPER FUNNY and nice(: and one of my GOOD friends(:
Would you ever live with 13? YES(: she's so fun to talk to(:
Is 2 single? *cough* he has 59820374 Girlfriends xD
What do you think about 3? LOL she is CRAZEEY(:
What's the best thing about 6? He isn't a DESPO lol! Sorry jesh >.<
What do you like about 11? She's NICE(: and helpful(; well.. sometimes(:
Favourite memory with 8? HMM well, the times when we talk on MSN lol so funny(:

HelloGoodbye

2007-07-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks Charlotte(:
She introduced me to Hellogoodbye.
Song: Here (In your arms)

ITS AWSOME(:
hurhur!

okay anyways.
today is Thursday.
and well first was Computer.
And then English.
English comprehension test was average.
but didn't noe how to do some :/

anyways!

then had Recess.
Stayed back to study Physics.
then had Maths after recess.
BORING.
then had BIO.
and i thought it was SUPER funny LOL.

I liked this particular phrase that Mrs Lee Said.
Someone: How come the dick...
Mrs Lee: Dont say dick lur say penis!

and she said it SUPER LOUDD!
hahha i thought that was SUPER funny lol!
hmmmmm...
after BIO.
Was ermmm, Physics.
and yyeaahhh had Physics test.
hmm then saw some demo that Mr Lim Lee did.
and then SCHOOL ended(:

okay had Lunch with Annie,Tiffy,Liting
and then went home.
then now..
I have to do History..
Cause it is due TOMORROW!
shitszxszzxxsz

TAHTAH:D

BORED!

2007-07-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

Okay.
Today is Tuesday.
my stress day.
hmm.
today first period was chinese.
which i thought personally.
was BORING as usual(:
Then had Physics.
Which was on Electricity.
and yeah it was quite UNcatchable.
i couldn't understanddd.
then had Biology.
Which was 2 periods.
and erm well first period was just revision.
Second Period was the TEST! :/
hmm i couldn't do like 3 questions.
blearghh...
then it was HISTORY.
which i thought was just utterly useless.
cause i couldn't understand anything too.
and then recess.
then maths
which was just boring.
then had PW.
which just crapped my brains out.
just TWO words for the whole day.

SCREWED and CRAPPY

sigh.
anyways after school, ate lunch with LiTing(:
and then went to beautyworld for KUMON.
and got the POUCHES (background: Hear's Annie & Char yaying)
okay anyways.
then mummy came to fetch me homeee :D
yeah and then showered.
Ate Dinner.
and then had TUITION.
sigh STRESSS.
okay anyways 21:15 finished(:
haha.
so yeah now im blogging.
HAHHA

P.s: I KNOW you're HERE! you just DONT TAG. tag pleasee. TAG!

TAHTAH:D

SHITSZXSZXX

2007-07-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

GB Day tmrw.
And im NOT looking forward to it.
sigh.
I have to wear the UNIFORM you noe 0.o
Gosh.
sigh.
hmm anyways.
On Saturday,
Went to Janelle's Church <3
And i actually LEARNT something there.
I mean seriously.
Everytime i go to TTB i dont LEARN anything.
seriously >.<
i mean the Worhip and Sermon is okay.
But the classes.
sometimes i feel like its a waste of time.
and so yeah.
I tried out Janelle's Church.
I learnt something.
like FINALLY.
and yeah my parents thought it was good.
and so yeah.
Probably like every saturday just attending there.
and On sundays i'll just go for TTB.
not the class 0.o
lol i think thats like a really GOOD plan ahhaa!

Okay anyways.
Today.
Went to TTB.
hmm sat at the front >.<
which was just so weird -.-
and then erm.
went to class.
and was my last time there.
and then STEPHANIE and PHUIYIN
wasn't there -.-
FOR all the people...
sighs.
hmm anyways.
I'll still see them in the service.
(:

Hmm okay then went out after class.
went to Marina Square to eat Lunch.
and then erm went to Jurong East to watch
HARRY POTTER! <3

omg it was AWSOME!
like seriously..
and yeah.
i can't can't can't wait for the NEXT movie.
i watched it like twice -.-
ANYWAYS.
hmm.

HARRY and GINNY falls in love with each other.
for the NEXT book xD
how AWSOME is THATTT.

hurhur!
Okay anyways.

Next week.
Have TWO tests.
BIO.
and
PHYSICS.
im gonna DIE for BOTH!
ughhhh!
sigh then
TAHTAH:D

QUIZ when you're bored.

2007-07-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

1. Your fav song?

Everything,Umbrella,Candy Man,Random,Love me Hate me

2. What month were you born in?

April

3. Where do you live?

Singapore lol!

Describe Your

4. Wallet:

It is polished brown and white polka dots all over.

5. Dream Car:

Vogue Wagon is it? I dunno it looks CUTE(: BLACK please(:

6. Toothbrush:

Oral B -Lime Green and White

7. Jewelry worn daily:

erm Earrings??

8. Pillow Case:

White with flower patterns 0.o

9. Eyes:

Dark-Brown

10. House Colour:

Bluish-Green with White

11. Love Life:

i dont have anyone i like lol!

12. Cologne/Perfume:

No.. HURHUR perfume just makes you rott HURHUR!

13. CD in stereo:

Lady Sovereign-Blah Blah

14. Piercing:

EARS :D

What are you

15. Wearing:

PJ's! hurhur going to sleeep soon(:

16. Wanting:

ZACHARY QUINTO! <3

17. The last thing you ate?

DINNER. lol! just rice and veggies and meat and soup.

18. Something you are afraid of?

Insects and Pain

19. Do you like candles?

well yeah i guess, but then im scared of firee lol (:

20. Do you like the taste of blood?

erm never tasted beforeee LOL! issit nice? xD

21. Do you believe in love?

hmm i guess (:

22. Do you believe in soul mates?

ermmm i have NO idea.

23. Do you like seafood?

I LOVEEE CRAB :D and LOBSTER :D

24. Do you remember your dreams?

Yeah, most of the Nightmares i do(: HURHUR!

25. Do you consider yourself a study freak?

Not really. Maybe. Dunno.

26. Do you like tattoos?

well, i dream to get a tatto of cluster of stars following the lines of my spine upwards from my butt. Maybe like 2 cm. the height of the tattoo. WHOOTS so awsome.

27. Do you believe in miracles?

Sometimes i do(:

28. Do you burn easily in the sun?

Yeah hahah!

29. Do you speak another language?

ANGIE LANG!

CHINESE!

30. What's something you wish you could understand better?

i wish i could understand CHINESE >.<

31. Are you shy around your crush?

erm what if i dont have a crush? LOL but if i have one, maybe i guess :/

32. Got any plans for the weekend?

JANELLE'S CHURCH! watch a MOVIE :D

33. Do you miss anyone?

hmmm nope.

34. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! man you're funny xD

35. Orange juice or Apple?

APPLE(:

36. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?

FAMILY

37. What was the last text message you sent?

"You keep saying it is nothing, oh wells."

38. Lucky number?

822!

39. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?

EHH? lol

40. Are you a good cook?

No hahaha!

41. Have you ever eaten a snake?

LOL. haha why not you try first(:

42. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food?

i actually dunno, eventhough im chinese. lol im such a DISGRACE to the CHINESEkind ahha

43. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

YES ahhaha!

44. What was the last movie you watched?

TRANSFORMERS! and EPIC MOVIE! AWSOME MAN. AWSOMEEEE!

45. Would you rather find a true love or millionaire?

well kind of BOTH i guess. ahahha!

46. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no haha that only happens to pretty girls. like seriously (:

47. What is/are your favorite animal(s)?

Dogs (:

taken from TIFFYWIFFY(:

Thanks TIFFY(:

Hit the spot.

2007-07-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

ahh, sheesh.
Imma bored chap.
sigh.
I dont feel like doing Kumon.
After tuition.
I feel like crap.
or just feel like slacking.
2 HOURS OF STUDYING.
makes me feel seriously crappy.
anyways i shall just say about today and probably yesterday(:
hmm...

Yesterday was kinda felt weird.
4 free periods.
which 1 period was 40 mins.
so COUNT will yah.
hmm.
and erm yeah.
could tell that Sharn was pissed with the class >.<
sigh.
i wasn't that at all.
because i seriously didn't do ANYTHING.
and yeah i feel like an ass.
sigh.
anyways 2 other periods did PW.
and then Recess.
then it was maths.
which was SUPER boring.
and then Bio.
Which was ALSO boringggg.
and then PHYSICS.
which was kinda alrite.
more interesting.
like a LITTLE only.
hmmmm.
anyways then ended the dayyy.

Today:
was MORE fun lol!
well KIND OF.
hmmm.
so today is Friday the 13th
Nothing bad happened YET.
so yeah.
first was Geog.
which was just literally just listening.
and then the teachers were gone for the Photo-taking.
so yeah.
missed MOST of Maths.
and ermm after that had Home econs.
baked APPLE CRUMBLE! <3
its ROCKSSS!
hurhur!
aanyways.
after that.
Recesss
then ermmm.
English.
POETRY.
sigh.
I think im gonna FAIL it TERRIBLY.
sigh.
and then after that 11:50 was the photo-taking thingggyy
so yeah 2s went up.
arranged in height(:
and yeahhhh.
i was standing at the SIDE.
which was super ISOLATED.
hmmmm..
anyways.

FIRST SHOT!
(FORMAL)

SECOND SHOT!
(Informal)

THIRD SHOT!
(Candid)
[this was SERIOUSLY candid... cause i meann.. the camera man told us to say CHEESSE which symbolises that he was going to already shoot. but then he didn't and then we were like "WEHHH!" and then while we said that. he SHOT the PICTURE! omg. i think i looked RETARDED! but it was FUNNY(:]

FOURTH SHOT!
(Candid 1)
[THIS WAS AWSOME, except that i was in the middle -.- and like only like me, claudia,nicole were standing in the middle row 0.o
i felt super weirdddddd]

sigh anyways after that had to go back to class to do this.
CHINESE test.
hmmm.
and then went to CHAPEL for GEL period.
it was quite fun lur.
LOL.
sitting with annie.
was quite fun.
lol its funny but yett.. DISTURBING 0.o
lol!
hurhur.
anyways.
after that just went to Beautyworld.
for PIANO.
hmmm.
then went home
and had tuition..
THATS ALLL!
:D
hmmm okay gotta go(;
TMRWW..
JANELLE'S CHURCH <3
TAHTAH:D

Save the EARTH

2007-07-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

GREEN DAY!

and i LOVE,
ZACHARY QUINTO!<3

okay haha
TRANSFORMERS! <3
ROCKS!
and i wanna watch HARRY POTTER 5(:

LOL!
tahtah:D
tmrw a GOOD post(:

ZACHERY QUINTO!

2007-07-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

ZACHERY QUINTO!SYLARRR! & ICE-CREAM! <3

some weirdo.. AND ZACHERY QUINTO!! <3

SYLAR! <3

SYLARR!(:

omg
omg omg
omg omg omg
omg omg omg omg
!!!

ZACHERY QUINTO/SYLAR is SUPER HOTT!
his voice is SUPER SEXAYY!
hahahah
<3
I LOVE HIMMMM!
<333

okay i am going nuts!
heroes is GONEE!
nooooo!
I LOVE HEROES!
sighss.

MASI OKA! is so cuteeeee ^^
LOL baby cute hahahha!

okay anywyas.
ZACHZACHZACH!
lol!
HE IS SOOOO HOTTT!
who cares about Captain Jack Sparrow now.HAHAHA!
SYLAR IS HOTTERRR!
hahaha <3
WHOOOTSSS!

Okay haha!
TAHTAH:D

oohh okay(:

2007-07-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

HEY(:
lol thaanks siyan for telling me
hahah.
I WAS ALMOST GOING TO WEAR IT!
lol wheeww.
OKAY.
hmm.
Today is Thursday.
hmm first was Comp.
And i ACTUALLY could do this Photoshop thingy.
and erm.
After that was Boring Old LA.
sigh.
then erm RECESS.
then erm Maths.
Which was NORMAL.
and then it was Biology.
I dont think i was listening AT ALL.
lol!
omg. i didn't even know what i learnt today.
sigh.
Anyways then it was Physics.
which was super funny.
Because of the First Group.
LOL their super funny.
anyways.
hmm i thought that physics was fun and HUMOUROUS
okay ermm.
Went back home with Ras.
and talked about POLICE 0.o
lol
hahhaa
okay then had TUITION.
and i haven't done my MATH Worksheet.
SHIIITTT
okay erm gotta go then(:
TAHTAH:D

Thats When you said "Hey"

2007-07-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

Okay.
Sorry i didn't really post ALOT these few days.
I've been quite busy >.<
ahh, anyways(:
Oh yeah i'll just tell you that.
2nd July which was on a Monday.
I celebrated Cassandra's Birthday(:
With Ras and Amanda(:
HURHUR.
it was FUN.
and erm.
Tuesday wasn't that spectacular.
hmmm..
and erm today is wednesday(:
Erm.
Well almost the whole of 2s went for the Packing thingy.
CIP.
for GB.
and i was wearing GB uniform.
yeah.
Anyways.
I had to struggle with the uniform >.<
sighs.
anyways i thought that the packing was quite fun in some ways(:
hmm.
JANELLE BLEW A WHISTLE(:
hahahha
COOLIO!
haha
&Annie
&Tiffy
&Char
&Ras
&Elan
....
The whistle IS NOT my tit -.-
seriously.
anyways.

Okay hmm.
after all those stuffs.
finished.
then erm realised that GB day was...
9th July.
Which is...

yeah next monday.

and i have to wear UNIFORM!
shit lur.
sigh.
its gonna be super hot.
sigh how to study like THAT?!
okay anyways.
TMRW is going to be normal(:
HAHHA.

TAHTAH:D

HAHAHAHHAHA! IM STUPID I KNOW

2007-07-01T07:43:00.000-07:00

HEY!
lol haha a nice proper post(:
haha anyways.
was in church today.
and came to church with Amanda.
and then sat with her and siewyi (cousin)
and erm. yeah
it was quite fun talking on a piece of paper LOL
haha it was super interesting.
hmm.
i can be so naive sometimes(:
anyways.
thats me.
i
am
so
stupid
.
hurhur.
anyways.
im gonna forget about it (:
whooots <3
TMRW!
is Cassandra's BIRTHDAY(:
and im going to go BOWLIN!
ever seen a FATASS bowling?
Well thats me MAN.
pay $200!

hmmm i didn't know writing on my diary was so comforting.
haha.
anyways.
I think i better go now(:
TAHTAH:D

TESTS!

2007-07-01T00:34:00.000-07:00

1) what's your phone brand?
Motorola

2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
228

3) what does the 12th message in your inbox say?
"hey, you going for the carnival?"

4) who's the first person under M?
Mak

5) who's the last person you rang?
Daddy

6) who was your last missed call from?
Nicole Thio

7) who's the 2nd person under D?
Derek

8) what does the last message in your inbox say?
"Anyways, the point is that. __ _____ you. whats your PROBLEM, angie?!"

9) who is the second last person under j?
Johnathan

10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say?
"I AM GOING TO DIE!"

11) who's the 4th person under S?
Sean

12) who's your network provider?
Singtel

13) how many messages are currently in your inbox?
53

14) what do you have as your background?
A certain Message on the 1st coy 80TH ANNIVERSARY blackboard (:

15) who is the second person under R?
Rachel Tang

16) who do you have on speed dial 3?
My Brother.

17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
EH what the hell is that?

18) who's the last person under C?
Claudia

19) how many bars of signal do you currently have?
2 LOL! my house is LOW on signal hurhur

20) what do you have as your main ringtone?
VIBRATION lol!

21) name 5 people whom you want to do this test!
I have NO idea.
JUST DO IT LUR!

01. Name?
Angeline Wong

02. Do you ever get scared when you have to cross a busy highway?
Yes. I may die in a car accident.

03. Would you be able to live with your best friend(s)?
YES i must!

04. What college do you want to go to?
ACJC? i dunno yet(:

05. Have you ever tripped and spilled your drink all over the place?
LOL yes hahahahah!

06. Does the thought of anal sex gross you out?
One Word, Ew.

07. Which state (other then your own) did you visit last?
London

08. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
A LIL darker (:

09. How many people do you talk to regularly on aim?
erm probably 3?

10. How long does it take you to get ready?
Fifteen MINUTES(:

11. When's the last time you got drunk?
Probably in Chinese new Year.

12. What kind of pet would you get?
a DOGGGG. doggs are cute (:

13. Does your mom yell a lot?
well... SHE nags.

14. Do you like to go shopping with friends or by yourself?
FRIENDS(:

15. What clothing style do you prefer on the opposite sex?
erm COOL? lol haha casual lur.

16. When you're at the beach/pool, do you go swimming or lay out?
LAY OUT hahahaha! be a lil DARKER(:

17. What do you want your boyfriend to give you for your birthday?
erh for your information, i have NO boyfriend HAHA but if i do... Maybe just a hug(:

18. Do you think animals are equal to humans?
YES lol they ROCK. like HUMANS(:

19. Are you more worried about marriage or a career?
CAREER. i seriously dont know where to go.

20. Have any of your best friends ever backstabbed you?
erm yeah. But i try not to hold grudges.

21. What's the worst trouble youve ever gotten in at school?
erm LITTERING? lol hahahhaa

22. Do your siblings call you names?
Yes. My brother calls me an "OBESE" and "FATSHIT". So i call him "IDIOT" "RETARD"

23. What color do you wear the most?
erm BLACK? lol hahhaa

24. Are you allowed to wear flip flops at your school?
NO lol

25. Would you rather watch a romantic movie or a really gory one?
a Romantic one AHAHA. at least u'll have NICE MUSHY dreams than, BLOOD splattering DREAMS am i right?!

26. If you had to live off one type of fruit, which would you pick?
erm APPLES (:

27. Do you cry at commercials?
Yeah. the one about the disabled people. Sigh super sad ):

28. What about movies?
Yes i cried for "CLICK" its super sad ):

29. If you were to look like an actress for a day, who would you pick?:
erm ermerm. ANGELINE WONG hahhaha! im so ego. LOL

30. Do you get depressed if you dont get any friend requests on myspace for a few days?
no i sign up for another website called www.herspace.com No big deal(:

31. If you dye your hair, how often do you do it?
Twice a week. LOL

32. Did you get an easter basket this year?
Nope. But i've got a ratan basket. Care to trade?

33. Are you arachnaphobic (afraid of spiders)?
Eh yeah. but not like those really afraid people that will just kill themselves if they see one.

34. If your boyfriend ever hit you, would you dump them?
Which idiot boyfriend would hit a girl -.- seriously.

35. What is the latest you've ever woken up?
12:00 Noon

36. Do you ever dance like the girls in rap music videos?
No, by then i'll be as slim as Paris Hilton. I dance to those OLD MAMA'S haha nice and slow LOL!

37. Are you cold?
Nawh. Unless i got ice cubes in my butt.

38. If you had a tiny scar on your face, would you get it removed or just keep it?
erm. depends where the scar is LOL!

39. Do you have to take the bus home from school?
yesyes(:

40. Do you watch maury?
ERM HUH?

41. Do you think the people that go on it are white trash?
EH no black trash? is that the answer? okay whaaaat??

42. Would you rather go to a tropical island or a european country?
EUROPEAN COUNTRY!

43. If you drive, how fast do you go on highways?
90km/h

44. What are some of your nervous habits?
I like to MOVE IT MOVE IT!

45. Do you have any german or hungarian blood in you?
i have no sexiness in me AHAHAH!

46. If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
JANELLE! and maybe CARROTS!

47. Do you trust him/her not to steal your stuff?
YES I TRUST HER AND IT!

48. Do you think everyone living in a trailer is white trash?
no its COOL! 8D

49. Is it really hard to get you to cry or do you tear up easily?
i tear often LOL! haha nawh. just when times are seriously screwed(:

50. How many true meals do you eat a day?
Three? LOL

51. Would you rather be fat or poor?
Poor & Fat. Cause... Being Poor. u have no food to eat. then you'll be SLIM(: and FAT because you still have money to go for this SLIMMING shit thing. then can go thin(: SO... BOTH(:

52. Does the thought of being alone in the woods at night creep you out?
yes. i mean if i had CARROTS with me. then its alright i guess(:

53. Do you think white people who rap are just kidding themselves?
LOL i think they are FUNNY(: and super crazy(:

54. What color is your font on aim/other instant messaging service?
BLACKK YALLL!

55. Do you like hot sunny days or cold cloudy days better?
COLD CLOUDY DAYS! WHOOOTS! rockssss!

HEYYYY! school starts.

2007-06-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay seriously.
i didn't post for like one whole month
haha how cool is THAT.

okay so in the Holidays went to Malaysia and London.
sigh seriously it was BORING.
malaysia was the WORST.
London was the second time i've been there.
so yeah kind of like
"OH i've seen this before."
yeah anyways.
but i managed to go to church everytime.
cause my dad will just seriously kill me if i dont go.
cause like LAST year.
i didn't go for like 3 weeks cause i seriously
didn't wanna go.
but anyways he gave me a BIG scolding.
like SHIT.
okay so im being forced to go to church.
anything else?
lol
anyways.
so today was the start of school.
it was okay.
bbut SERIOUSLY
hot in the morning.
i was sweating like a PIG
and seriously.
i BET i stunk like HELL.
okay after that.
had history,
which was hysterically funny.
and then had Speech.
then had LA.
which was like
"Whhattt???"
okay anywyas.
i have a TOILET pass/coupon
LOL YAY!
hahah note the sarcasm
okay hmm then had GEOG.
and then her recess.
then had Chinese.
which was just sitting around doing nothing.
and then this Chinese Drama thingy 0.o
it was quite interesting.
the fact that they had sex on stage.
hahah KIDDING LUR
they didn't do that.
but i couldn't understand a thing.
and i was translating to ras.
so i probably gave her the WRONG idea LOL
hahahhaa
okay anyways.
after that.
had to stay back for the Sec 4 farwell thingy.
and to tell the truth.
seriously.
i think we;re screwed >.<
im damn scared for us.
seriously.
who am i to kid?
ugh we didn't even reharse AT ALL.
sighs.
man...
okay then so

TUESDAY:
KUMON!
and yeah meeting of ANGELA(:

WEDNESDAY:
GB!
<3
like shit..
the sec 4 farwell >.<

THURSDAY:
English Tuition.

FRIDAY:
LOVEMGS <3
PIANO.

SATURDAY:
ACS carnival.
HANDBELL CONCERT!

SUNDAY:
CHURCH!

TAHTAH:D

FATSO under construction.

2007-06-10T20:23:00.000-07:00

"Fatso under construction"
-akon

AW MAN.
today didn't swim.
some workers were doing something in the pool -.-
Eff them.
anywyas.
im still in the plan.
and lunch is gonna be LITTLE.
LITTLE.
well hopefully,
temptation doesn't get to me.
anyways.
i didn't really do anything today.
but i went to the dentist(:
HURHUR.
lame.
but anywyas.
POOOF.
lunch time!
TAHTAH:D

I hate being FAT

2007-06-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside.
~~~

That song was by Avril Lavign - Nobody's Home
its nice to hear it when u're down.
well, in my case it is.
today Janelle came to my church (:
And THAT was the ONLY thing happy today.
the ONLY happy thing i can smile at.
but the rest of the day was just so.
not my day.
today i can PLEDGE.
that i seriously.
DISAGREE with Phuiyin.
about that DIETING is bad.
its seriously good.
cause im gonna start doing that.
well today i heard someone.
say that
"they say that dieting is bad cause all their group members ARE fat."
hmm well yeah thats true.
but Janelle ain't fat.
she just got BIG BUTT (:
lol HURHUR.
but yeah.
sigh i dont blame him or her.
cause seriously i AM fat -.-
god,
seriously i can DEBATE that Skinny people has Advantages.
HEH.
cause i mean.
would u like it if u are trying to find NEW clothes to wear,
and then u pick like 10 POSSIBLE clothings u just LOVE SO MUCH.
and u try it in the dressing room.
and then u just either.
Can't FIT into it.
or look RIDICULOUSLY fugly in it.
and all of the clothings can't do you good.
then u have to return it to this Lady outside the dressing room.
it seirously feels SUPER embarrassing.
hurhur.
well thats my erm OPINION.
but seriously.
it hurts so badly.
and u envy skinny people so much that u wanna be like them.
and that changes u from being yourself.
but ah, im in that process now.

so yeah today.
i decided to go swim in the afternoon.
with my dad.
and then,
i just did 10 laps of breaststrokes issit?
YEah.
then my dad annoyingly said.
"Do freestyle, burn more fats."
Seriously, i felt so UGH.
and yeah whatever he said.
and then i just did.
and i looked RIDICULOUSLY STUPID doing some FREESTYLE.
like HELLO..
can u imagine...
a SHORT GIRL filled with BULGING FATS sticking out from this,
STUPIDLY BLUE Swimming Costume,
doing FREESTYLE.
trying to catch her BLOODY breath.
when she had just done 1/2 a LAP.
yeah its NOT a pretty sight.
i felt so EFFED up when iw as doing that.
I BET people were like
"EW whats that ENORMOUSLY FAT shit girl swimming like that.."
ahh anyways (:
yeah so then i came up after swimming.
and then i was like, what did i effing do.
I felt like i lost my dignity or something.
felt SO screwed up.

HMMM anyways(:
This JUNE holiday,
im gonna just be DIETING.
HURHUR.
:D
and so the plan is this.
2 Meals a day.
NO breakfast please.
and erm.
Really little for Lunch.
NO macDonalds.
NO meat.
Really little for Dinner.
Just Vegetables.
REally Little Rice.
and one bowl of soup.
yeah.
if my mum gives me meat.
i'll just secretly stuff it in my mouth.
then without swallowing it yet.
i'll throw it into the toilet bowl.
Im so SMART 8D
ahahhaa.
okay yeah then in the Morning i'll be Exercising.
Like swimming.
cause i mean..
Its so little people swimming in the morning(:
AHAHHA.
okay i love this plan <3 hmmm..
"Why the Fuck are you like this?"
-Charlotte.
Well i dont noe (:
hurhur (:
i gootaa go now(:

Eh!!

2007-06-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

Man, why do i keep thinking that 'A' is me?
Ahh sheesh.
you wont get it,
UNTIL
u see someone's friendster.
today no quote.
cause i've been MUGGING like crazy.
Actually, just doing my homework.
HEH!
and for the whol hols i've only got,
Some more Maths Questions and ONE Zhou Ji to do (:
Ahh.. freedom
LOL!
today i did like Part 2 of Mid Year Paper 2 and also Revision Exercise III No.1
WHOOTS!
thats for Maths lurh lol.
and erm,
2 PHYSICS WORKSHEETS!
and
1 ZHOU JI (About camp)
WHOOOTS <3
I can't believe i did SO MANY HOMEWORK!
and also i read finish the Chinese Book.
All in One day 0.o
so freaky.
but COOL 8D
anyways.
i brag too much >.<
ahh hecks (:
okay then tonight.
Im gonna do two of my kumon.
and START playing SIMS 2!
whooooooots! <3
or even WATCH "FLUSH AWAY!"
okay lol(:
Anyways yesterday was FUN(:
but then it wasn't complete without charlotte ):
sigh had to tell her SO MUCH THINGS!
aww shucks.
oh yeah.
I gained like 2 KG.
DAMMIT.
im so fucked up with my weight.
LOSE IT!
LOSE IT!
i wanna be back to 45 kg. man.
45 kg is GOOD for me.
SIGHs.
and yeah i noe ALL u SKINNY people thinks that 45 is like,
a SUMO'S ULTRA SIZE.
but for me.
its already AVERAGE.
SEE.
im NOT aneroxic
Dr Lee.
IM NOT!
stupid DOCTORS makes the WORST predictions EVER.
so pissed with them.
anyways(:
yeah yesterday was in school.
discussing about things.
and then we went to KAP.
and then we went the nics house.
then we just discussed.
but then half way through was just..
FUN(:
lol!
AHAHAH.
okay then yeah that was it.
until Last evening.
went out.
to IMM.
to EAT (:
and I bought 3 BOOKS(:
lol one chinese though (:
i wanna start reading(:
Probably tmrw(:
HURHUR.
OH MAN..
i got PIANO tmrw >.<
SIGHS.
okay then i better go now(:
TAHTAH:D

AMUSING TEST!

2007-06-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

Rules
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the "next" button. The song title is your answer.
3. You must put the title down no matter how silly it sounds.

If someone asks, "Is this okay?", what do you say?
Shake Down

What would best describe your personality?
Can't Stop

What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Reason

How do you feel today?
Nothing Lasts Forver

What's your purpose in life?
The Title

What's your motto?
Apple Of My Eye

What do your friends think of you?
Shame For you

What do you think of your parents?
Clumsy

What do you often think about?
Mother Mother

What do you think of your best friends?
Me against the Music

What do you think of the person you like?
Kiwi

What do you want to be when you grow up?
O Praise Him (All this for A King)

What's your first thought when you see the person you like?
Cosmos (Outer Space)

What do your parents think of you?
If Everyone Cared

What song will you dance to at your wedding?
Dont get it Twisted

What song will be played at your funeral?
Edge of Seventeen

What's your hobby/interest?
The story of My old man

What's your biggest fear?
Cry

What's your biggest secret?
When It All Falls Apart

What do you think of your friends?
Friday Night

What's this last song?
Drops Of Jupiter

HAHA that was amusing(:
Got it from Kathleen.
Lol!
SO cool!
8D
Tahtah!
Blog about it the day after tmrw(:
Im really busy nowadays. (:

Evil comes Disguised (:

2007-06-04T04:46:00.000-07:00

"let mercy come and wash away what i've done"
-Linkin Park

OH SHAKALABOOM BABEY!
okay anyways(:
hmm today i did ZHOU JI!
whoots <3
and erm yeah i read the Chinese book.
and did my tuition homework.
then headed off to do babysitting.
i guess i wanted to do something else,
rather than getting hurt,
from reading people's blog.
yes?
i just needed a day to forget about those blogs.
needed a day to rest.
needed a day to forget what i've done in the past.
needed a day to forgive and forget.
and mostly
needed a day to reflect on those days of being a bitch.
i finally realise.
that no matter how hard i try.
im still me.
the me that i thought i would get rid off.
the bitch inside of me.

at least some people realise that i can be a bitch sometimes.
but some,
just dont believe.
well...
Believe it.

SIMS 2
makes me happy sometimes.
it makes me forget.
and become like God.
controlling people.
Make them Happy.
Make them Angry.
Make them Hook up.
Make them Break up.
its kind of fun.
but maybe they dont like it. when i control them.
but i dont noe you see.
maybe God doesn't know that i dont like it.
does he?
clueless here.
i ask for answers.
but all he says is "Search it"
Im gonna give up God.
Im just gonna do that pretty soon.

Watch out.

Mood: Clueless x/

Call me fat.

2007-06-02T23:45:00.000-07:00

"Yeah im jealous, im jealous of fuckin love"
-Dolorius 'O

ahh today had church
yesterday had LTC.
which was so boring.
so erm yeah BORING.
and PLUS.
only Me, Audie and Grace Fung came -.-
its quite pathetic yeah.
but its like we keep looking at the time and go like,
"5 MORE HOURS! To freedom!"
or
"3 MORE HOURS! YESSSS!"
anyways yeah.
LOL :D
but ahh wat else.
oh yeah Grace Told me like ermm..
something about this Keychain saying
"Unleash your potential, just flap your wings"
and Grace was like
"Audie, Flap your wings so that we can Escape"
and audie says xD
"I have no wings.."
Grace says:
"Ahh, so we dont have any potential"

LOL!
anywyas.
they're super funny.
But yeah LTC.
was quite Demoralising.
cause its like We always have to gather into COMPANIES.
and then we are like.. what..
3 people in one CIRCLE?!
lol okay anyways.
The Workshop was BORING.
BORING
BORING.
hmm then LUNCH and DINNER was so.. TASTELESS
and the games was NOT fun at all.
and then Drill was BORING man.
then yeah..
quite boring man.
anyways that was YESTERDAY.
today had CHURCH.
boring too.
just ATE
and PLAYED.
and then the boys were like
"JACK SPARROW IS AN IDIOT!"
omg.
so insulting
anyways.
hmmmm.
OH yeah.
this is SPECIALLY for Rebekah and Caleb.

"Sorry the both of yah >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="5">Im really sorry.
>.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);" size="5">TEAH(:
okay then(:
TAHTAH :D

Words from my HEART <3

2007-06-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

You are everything i want
because
You are EVERYTHING I AM NOT.
and that's what you get for FALLING AGAIN.
you can never get him out of your head.
because you kill me.
you know you do.
YOU KILL ME WELL.
Take back everything you ever said.
you never meant a word of it.
you NEVER did.
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It wont HURT this much.
Choosing LOVE or SYMPATHY
but never both
LOVE never wanted me...

JANELLE I LOVE YOU <3

2007-06-01T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hey Janelle :D you ROCK!COOLness runs within Grace,Me and Lots :D

Janelle I LOVE YOU! Lets stay BEST FRIENDS forever! :D

"Look at this Photograph
Everytime i do, it makes me laugh"
-Nickelback

I took this from Joy's Blog.
her post was something like what im feeling now.
and i liked the way she expressed it.
So i shall tell you what she wrote on her post.
~~~
owells.
i prove my point.
and i know you read this blog.
so yeah.

i've never felt like slapping and hugging someone at the same time so freaking much in my life.

sigh.
owells.
but seriously.

who are you?
its like i dont even know you anymore.

the person i knew.
would NOT.
do what you're doing now.
not to me.

i should feel angry.
and i am.
i AM VERY ANGRY.
but then,
the hurt comes.
and then i dont know which one i feel more.

then i feel like crying.
but why should i cry for someone who doesnt care?
thats a good question.
which i cant seem to answer.
poof.
~~~
Thats from Joy.
Some of the post is not really relevent.
hurhur.
But yeah heck right now.

Mood: Weird:/

Cause money makes ur world go round.

2007-05-31T19:57:00.000-07:00

"Where's your dignity?"
-Hillary

Ahh man, i think im being too harsh
maybe there was a reason to the bullshits?
was there?
its hard to believe, but yeah maybe...
maybe i was being too harsh.
guess i'll just have to forgive eh?
~~~

Okay today is going to be BORING :/
Couldn't go Ice-Skating.
and realised that drill was only for the GOH.
hmm so then im waiting for tonight to see what happens.
im gonna be AWKWARD.
aww shucks.
anyways today im gonna follow my Schedule (:
1. Kumon
2. Chinese Book Page 1-30
3. 2 Physics Worksheets
4. Go for Piano Lesson
and im DONE for today's TO-DO-LIST
hurhurs.
im so organised(:
anyways.
LTC tmrw.
and i dont think im gonna enjoy it >.<
ahh okay nevermind.
JANELLE <3 i wanna go out with you! :D
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER BABE! <33
TAHTAH :D

Im smarter than this.
I know better than this.
but there's something about you.
that makes me resist.
cause there's danger in your eyes.

Mood: Constipated :/

Wash away. What i've done.

2007-05-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to believe anymore.

Im glad the truth has came.
like finally.
for all those times.
i knew the lies.
and it was true that those WERE lies.
Im glad.
just so glad

I'm listening to ''What I've done'' all over and over again.
its so AWSOME! :D
ah yesterday was cruel.
i was at home just slacking.
but i did ONE HOMEWORK(:
cool eh? 8D
aahaha.
and then recieved complains that the kayaking instructor SUCKED.
Janelle <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="4">BASHING him up.
yeah seirously..
the instructor SERIOUSLY sucks..
has problems :/
ahhh..
okay then lets talk about today(:
hmm well..
not much.
just that my Brother has a fever now >.<
and i think i may be having a fever too hurhur.
anyways.
today went to GWC for lunch.
and then bought some stuffs
and went home (:
hmm then now i dont noe what to do >.<
probably do Kumon?
or maybe play SIMS 2(:
cool eh?
AAHAHAHA!
okay then.
TAHTAH :D

Mood: Avoiding :/

What is this feeling.

2007-05-29T21:11:00.000-07:00

"Cause i dont believe in you anymore,
so this is goodbye"
- Maroon 5

sheeshh..
If u like her, tell her for Godsake.
i can't stand u making hints to me that u like her.
its annoying.
if u tell her, u're going to break their love.
but if u dont u're just going to annoy me.
~~~

MAN BORED SHITS!
:D
lol hmm i did my KUMON(:
and today is HEROES!
<33
LOVE LOVE!
okay then i did some maths questions(:
but stuck at the LAST question >.<
PLEASE HELP ME LORD(:
HURHUR.
i feel like talking to Cassie(:
HEH!
anywyas. LUNCH i want LUNCH!
where?!
where?!
i want it NOW(:
ahhh..
"What I've done"
IS SO AWSOME :D
okay then.
EMO is coming..

oh fuck this feeling.
i dont want the calls.
i dont want to talk.
i dont want the smses.
used to like it.
but now its different.
i dont care anymore.
its just a friend.

am
i
right?

Tired of running

2007-05-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

tired of runnin'
tired of hurting
tired of living in their lie
tired of listening
tired of hurting

everybody, put up your hands
say "i dont wanna be in love
i dont wanna be in love"
~~~

Today had AGM.
yeah went to school earlier cause of Janelle <33
then after that.
just talked to Janelle and Amanda.
then i saw Elan.
then started talking also.
then Sharn came lol.
then afterwards Cassie came.
then Cassie left.
then Elan left
then Sharn left.
then Trisha came.
then she left.
then Grace came
then Charlotte came
then i forgotten >.<
LOL ahh heck (:
hmm then AGM started (:

VOTING...

Chairman : NAVA xD
Vice Chairman : JIE YI xD
Secretary : NAOMI xD
Assistant Secretary : GRACE xD

WHOOOOOTS <3
okayyy..
then erm went to disperse into Comittee's
then i was SUPPOSE to be in WORSHIP COM.
but then...
SAU YEE...
wanted to SWITCH with me.
i was unwilling man..
she didn't wanna be in PC :/
thats like weird..
then she just bugged me..
then i was willing to switch cause Janelle <3 was in PC too (:
then i just got pissed at Sau yee.
and then just switched.
And i didn't noe Miss Toh was in-charge of PC >.<
oh i die.
okay anyways...
stayed back to talk to Janelle <333
Had some quality time.
but then Amanda Mak and Letitia came joining to talk about camps?
then yeah.
just talked.
then i left with janelle.
then just waited in the concourse with Stacy (:
then Sheila and Clarissa came along.
wanted a lift so i offered.
then dropped them off.
headed home.
and then ate dinner.
and had TUITION (:
then just bored the SHIT outta me..

and now my teddy bear is behaving like the world is going to end.
its not like it.
:/
Mrs Teddy did u do something?
0.o??

ahh..
why should i care?
i dont love it anyway.
it's just a friend..
right?

DEAD TIRED.

2007-05-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

damn. Tmrw a proper post kay?
im dead tired. cause of the kayaking this afternoon.
i LOVE LOVE Janelle <33
dang.
I wanna watch POTC 3 again(:
hurhur.
so awsome (:
okay. i got like AGM tmrw.
sucks man.
And im seirously RED.
cause of Sunburn.
and Sorry Charlotte, Next time i'll upload kay?
(:
I still have to do my Holiday Planner and my Homework.
and tmrw i have TONS of tuition..
since im QUITE free i shall tell u my schedule for tmrw...

9.00 am ~ 10.00 am ---> KUMON (Maths Tuition Centre)
2.30 pm ~ 4.30 pm ---> AGM Handover meeting
7.15 pm ~ 9.15 pm ---> Maths Tuition

aww shucks.
Im gonna be DEAD tired.
sighs.
damn i gotta do something before i can FINALLY sleep(:
TAHTAH :D

DIARRHEA!

2007-05-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

"when my time comes"

oh man.
okay so YESTERDAY i didn't post.
ugh cause of stomach ache.

okay so YESTERDAY i went to school.
and 2s, had only 6 people standing during assembly.
and so yeah...
then went to Auditorium.
and everyone came.
except that 11 people was absent.
now THATS a big number of people.
and erm watched this video of all the pics that Mr Khoo took during camp.
luckily didn't see my face >.<
okay then erm went to our Learning Task Destination.
Our Group went second.
and it was okay. nothing went wrong. then everybody presented.
and group 5 got chosen(:
WHOOTS <3
then finished. had a SMALL recess.
and then later sneaked Miss Ng's present in the bus(: which was SUPER HARD.
and then went to the Kranji War Memorial.
Its super cool.
its like SO MANY DEAD people buried there.
hmm.. then we went to the Changi Museum.
which was EVEN COOLER!
i found it so cool!
and then just looked at the exhibits.
and the murals.
"Forgive them Lord, as they do not know what they do"
oh man that really touched me.
its actually to say that..
even though our enemies do SUCH cruel things to us we must forgive them with God's Love. like what the Japanese Soldiers did to the people in singapore during war.
oh man so TOUCHING!
anyways(:
hurhur.
then went for a break and went back to school(:
Passed Miss Ng her present form the class(:
WHOOOTS <3
and then went to KAP.
with..
LITING.
CHLOE.
WEELI.
ANNIE.
NICOLE.
damn cool. and SO FUNNY!
lol. anyways.
then went to PIANO LESSON.
and then went to GWC to watch POTC 3!
Phui Yin was LATE FOR DAMN SAKE!
stupid.
but we were just in time(:
YES YES YES!
anyways.
Watched with Phui Yin, Poon, Theo, Justin.
SO AWSOMEEEEEEE!
omg i wanna watch AGAIN! :D
oh gosh oh gosh.
and then i had Diarrhea at home -.-
i was SUFFERING MAN!
anyways.
i BOUGHT THE CD'S I WANTED TO GET! <33
hmm anyways when i went home..
i rested.. and showered.
and wanted to sleep when. Pat,lots and Willis called -.-
EHH!
and my mum and dad started reprimanding me -.-
EHS MAN!
okay then.
i sounded so damn screwed over the phone.
and.. willis!
i dont sound INDIAN!
hurhur. oh yeah today.. im gonna do KUMON!
lol!

TAHTAH :D

ahh shits. she doesn't like me.

2007-05-24T01:42:00.001-07:00

okay got back from camp(:
ahh..
so im just slacking at home man..
well i kinda miss camp now ):
well not because of the toilets...
but because of the activities and trainers.
their cool 8D

So yeah..
Day 1:
hmmm...
well when i arrived there.
i was like "oh man. im here. shits"
then i just settled down.
and the FIRST thing i wanted to see was...
the TOILETS.
and man it was SO DISTURBING.
seriously.
i hated the toilets
and yeah.
so when i pee-d...
i half closed my eyes.
and held my breath.
the first time i peed.
i felt an accomplishment AHAHAHA!
then day 1 was just about the Pitcher plants, Mahang Plant and Antlion.
so yeah.
practically just got some education there (:
then at night.
was the Blind-man's trail(:
WHEEEE <3
it was SUPER fun(:
but yet FREAKKYY! :/
anyways. it was only 5 per group.
so its like 5 alone rangers in the dark in the forest >.<
and so.
Alex was first(:
Oli was Second(:
Olivia was Third(:
Cara was Fourth(:
I was the last(:

hurhur.
its SUPER freaky at the back.
sigh anyways.
then after that activity.
went back to shower and slept at like 11.20 pm

Day 2:
Woke up at like 5.45 am
and then just brushed teeth.
and just went to the toilet (eeks)
then gathered at the parade square (not really a parade square)
at like 7.20 am
then had WATER EXPLORATION(:
hahah!
so yeah group 1 and 2 (IM GROUP 2 XD) went by the road way first.
and then come back by the jungle way.
so yeah.
we walked to the waterfall.
and navigated through.
and then we came to the jungle entrance.
and then we were like.
"are you sure we're suppose to enter THAT?"
lol. but yeah we had to.
so everyone was just looking out for leeches.
yeah but then anyways.
there was screaming here and there.
then erm.
saw the waterfall played and had fun.
then went back.
but it was RAINING.
so the soil in the forest was SCREWED up.
so yeah then it was such a LONG way back to the camp site.
like seriously.
and then FINALLY for atleast 2 hours we ARRIVED back to the campsite(:
hmm then had...
back woods man cooking.
its nice.
but i found it quite boring ahahhaa.
i just stood around talking to Agnes,Oli and Nina.
hmm then that was the activities for day 2.
but at night had this preparation for the Learning task 1.
yuup.
then slept at like 11.40
sigh so sleepy.

Day 3:
Woke up at like 6.30 am.
then erm yeah peed and brushed teeth.
then yeah gathered.
and then breakfast.
and then WATER TREKKING.
yeah it was FUN(:
water everywhere(:
but DAMN tiring >.<
then came back.
and then had OUTDOOR COOKING (:
the FOOD ROCKED!
hahha.
noodles,sausage,egg,bake beans and sardines.
it rocks man!
then had Sherwood & No Mans Land
those 2 places i've just mentioned were.
obstacle courses.
its FUN FUN FUN :D
hmm first sherwood had the Unstable Bridge, Tyres obstacle,Tunnel, balancing log.
well i tell you..
i fell for the Balancing log thing.
-.-
anyways(:
then had to move on to the No Man's Land.
first was this 2 string thing.
it was easy MAN!
anyways.
then it was the bridge with BIG holes in it.
man.. i HATED that.
seriously i was the only PERSON that took like what.. 5 DAMN MINS!
seriously.
it was SUPER scary.
i didn't wanna tell that i was afraid of heights.
but heck.
i felt DAMN bad.
seriously.
and then next was this wobbly rope bridge.
yeah so then nina and i was walking on it.
and then its like on the first few steps.
i fell -.-
gosh im so stupid.
then yeah had some injuries.
but nina had more >.<
it was bad.
then had the monkey bar thing.
i crossed over(:
like one obstacle that i actually COULD do.
sighs
then had this Farmer,Chicken,Wolf and Rice thing.
and then had the crossing the river thing.
it was SUPER weird.
it was warm..
then cold...
warm...
cold..
warm.
cold.
yeah u get the pic.
then anyways.
had to do the camp preparation.
and then showered.
then had campfire(:
it was FUN(:
then had REFLECTION -.-
seriously its like SO USELESS
and then slept at like wat..
12.45 -.-
seriously so late lur

Day 4:
ahh well the first thing i thought was.
"YAY! HOME HOME HOME!!!"
then just did the necessary stuff.
and gathered at 7.20.
then had breakfast.
and packed my bag and placed the bag at the parade square.
then had to do area cleaning.
i practically didn't do ANYTHING lur.
so yeah.
then had some evaluation.
with cheekychongchong. (trainer)
then we had to do this reflection thing
and this testimonial thing.
yeah.
then erm went off.
to move to kelong(:
well i sat with ras(:
well i just started _______
cause i just felt like the _____ _____ __.
and i seriously didn't wanna __ _ __________ anymore.
i just felt so damn _______.
ahh that stupid feeling.
and then just ate DELICIOUS SEAFOOD(:
WHOOTS <3
so AWSOME!
then went back to singapore(:
yeah just slept all the way.
hmm then reached school.
and talked to liting.
yuup
well yeah then i went home.
and all i can say now is that.

i seriously miss camp...

OOH TEST!

2007-05-20T02:48:00.000-07:00

I got this idea from other blogs LOL! its so cool!

You Are 16% Happy

You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted.

How Happy Are You?

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.
Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

Your Attitude is Better than 55% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

YOU HATE ME?!

2007-05-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

omg jeshua -.-
you told jacab about my bro and anna!
NOOO!
pfft X/
ahhhhhhhh.
sigh anyways.
tmrw, is going to SUCK.
and OMG!
The album of Good Charlotte ROCKS!
seirously!
hmmm.
tmrw is the camp.
and i seirously HATE HATE,
RATS
FROGS
LIZARDS
and anything that crawls.
and flys
EXCEPT: Humans and AirPLANES :D
ahh shit.
im getting goooosebumps about the camp >.<
sighs.
hmm anyways!

Church today(:
went into the hall with rach.
and then just sat down.
and listened through sermon.
and then left during holy comunion.
went to lesson early.
and then the topic for the day was:
Dating & Relationships
what a topic...
anyways.
there was one activity that we were suppose to draw our DREAM date.
and so our group drew this..
UGLY GUY >.<
seirously, it wasn't suppose to be THAT ugly LOL!
hmm then weehua showed like all of the groups drawings.
and there was this boy's group..
they drew this girl with..
HUMONGOUS BOOBS.
like OMGWTF!
seirously.
i wonder what their gonna do with those twins >.<
argh.
anyways, i found it sick and totally disgusting.
okay then. lesson ended.
and then went to GWC.
and then went to WM.
yeah.
to get STUFFS
for the camp.
but oh wells.
back home now.
probably going to do last minute PACKING >.<
omg.
3 nights without my bed.
and without my TOILET.
and without cleanliness.
is going to kill me >.<
argh.
sigh then.

TAHTAH :D

I SUCK IN SPORTS!

2007-05-19T00:32:00.000-07:00

okay i totally suck.
I just did like 5 minutes of Hentaks. (really fast)
and 50 puch-ups
and 50 sit-ups
and 30 star jumps.
and im sweating like SHIT.
this proves to say that..
I SUCK IN BEING FIT xP

lol oh yeah.
i did those small excercises to test whether im fit or not.
and my result was.
"GOSH, U ARE A FATSHIT!"

hahhahaa xD

HEY HEY YOU YOU!

2007-05-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

"dont leave me to do this on my own."

ahh shits..
Miss Ng is going overseas to study.
now i seriously dont noe what to do.
i've been fretting over this for a LONG time.
and still.
her presence makes me feel like she'll help.
even though i KNOW she won't help much.
but ahh heck.
i doubt that i can speak to the whole class to get a BIG present for her.
i have no cpability u see.
i suck.
sorry to put myself lower to the ground but yeahh..
i DO suck.
u can ask some people in my class.
and everyday i MUST smile to keep myself from letting people see im losing it.
(:
there.
i smiled.

Okay well.
today skipped NDP.
at this rate.
i think i'll just quit -.-
cause seriously, i have NO HEART to do NDP.
its a WASTE of TIME.
u can ask Grace and Audie.
Like seriously.
sighs.
so well..
Today i planned to go to school to buy P.E Shorts P.E shirt.
but the shop wasn't OPEN dammit.
sigh anyways.
so then im just gonna bring one HOME shorts.
and wear that TIGHT shirt.
which makes my boobs look extra big.
sick SHIT man.
xP
so heck.
BOOB ENLARGMENT is cool 8D
okay then.
1 more day and the CAMP start.
im NOT looking forward to it.
its so effing fast man.
so then after this post.
I'll be probably just fooling around at home >.<
AHH heck.
doing work and playin SIMS 2(:
okay then gotta make a move.
TATA :D

HEY HEY HEY!

2007-05-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

yeah she doesn't really like me does she?

today was normal..
kind of normal.
well i arrived school early.
met amanda on the way up to class.
went to the locker.
went to class.
nothing much.
then just yeah. sat there and be boring.
so then went downstairs for assembly.
had to sing the school song like 3 times?
yeah.
cause Mrs Yap wasn't happy with our singing.
well not happy with the WHOLE secondary cohord.
and yeah.
i found it AMUSING hyuk hyuk!
then just collected this and that.
and yeah.
went up to class.
voted for the head prefect nominees
and chose one.
and then made the announcement.
nobody wanted to join.
so heck :D
then asked who wanna do the survey.
AND 4 PEOPLE RAISED UP THEIR HANDS :D
yays!
hmm then erm yeah boring till P.E. (:
hahhaha!
it was so damn fun!
lol playing rounders(:
hahahahha!
i LOVE LOVE playing with Tiffy's Group (:
and also with the others(:
they are SUPER funny!
HAHHAA
hmm then P.E over.
then it was recess.
just grabbed a drink with Marg and Liting.
then went up.
just talked.
and then it was LA.
which was i think..
boring HEH
lol but it was okay.
then erm we had to go for this MOMO thing
some chinese enrichment thing.
and it was so weird, funny and kinda confusing.
but yeah. i LOVED the catchy quotes.
HAHAH.
"NI HAO! WO SHI LOLA!"
hahha!
anyways.
then arrived in school with chloe.
AND OMGGGG!
we were talking about BREAKING BONES in the bus LOL!
soo FREAKKYY!
then anyways.
she went off.
so i went up with Clarissa(:
lol talked.
then packed my bag in class.
saw Iman and Trisha and Wendy and Daphne and MeiSi (:
then yeah.
went down with Trisha.
and then talked to Charlotte
and sau came.
and JANELLE came <3
then she left Kimberly with me haha!
so EVIL JANELLE!
HAHA!
hmmmmm..
then erm just talked together.
then kimberly went off.
then i went off, same time with SAU!
hahah!
then charlotte is ALL ALONNNE.
):
SO SADDD!
then just went home.
and My bro's Friend came over to my house.
and seirously.
he looks so cute ^^ baby cute.
like all the baby fats is still there(:
HEH!
anyways.
ooops.
gotta go SHOWER now(:
TOODLES :D

ERHH!

2007-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Talking to grace is such joy :D
heh!
its like 10.19 and im wondering...
wondering why im here.
why im in this dirty world.
this filthy world that would never go back to normal.
today i talked to nicole lim about things.
things that i dont talk about in school.
nor in church.
yeah things that you dont really know.
met her in the canteen today.
and just poured out everything.
i felt bad.
felt bad to burden her with this.
she's such an innocent girl (:
and just so pure <3
she's a JOY to have for a friend :D
i heart her <3
sigh thanks nicole for the talk(:
really needed it(:
and thanks for understanding.
nowadays.
people dont really understand me..
they just say "yeah i understand what you feel"
but no.
they dont.
their not in the same situation im in.
yeah they dont noe.
nobody's the same as me.
and thats a good thing.
cause i dont want ANYBODY to be me.
they WILL suffer.
and im so lucky for nic to understand me.
she's cool 8D

You're P.E. MONITRESS nic(:
show us some STRETCHES :D
GO NIC(:

okay anyways.
today, was raining in the morning.
thought something was going to happen in the morning/afternoon
and yeah something DID happen.
well i went outside the class with Kau and Liting.
and it was fun :D
the WIND was so nice.
i just needed that feeling, for the start of tuesday.
and yeah had to run up and down everywhere to get this and that(:
so FUN hahah!
lol xD
but anyways, had chinese.
ah shits..
and then had physics?
yeahhh.
then had erm BIO.
then had ermm.. History.
Mr Seow wasn't in school.
then had recess.
just slacked in class.
did my kumon stuffs.
and then recess was over.
hmmmm had maths..
then had PW.
which was BORING.
and then after schoooooool.
okay then i was just hangingggg around in the canteeen.
then talked to NICOLE LIM <3
then erm she went off for the Interhouse games thing.
then i was just hanging around the canteen.
and talked to theodora
and then Yixuan & ELan came.
and then they needed 1 more player to play basketball -.-
and seirously. i couldn't play AT ALL.
sheesssh.
then i just went cause i was just so called reserve?
yeah.
then just sat around and just supported them :D
HAHA i felt so stupid though hahahaha!
okay anyways then just left LOL.
then erm went for kumon with AGNES!
WHOOOTS <3
then ermm after kumon, GO HOME :D
yeah went home and slacked.
then dinner.
then TUITION.
PFFFFT.
and then talked to GRACIEPOOO!
:D
lol TOODLES :D

GUSTO

2007-05-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

Im eating seaweed and it taste so good! ahaha! okay anyways..
today was weird :/
lol haha came to school..
quite late (:
but anyways just did what i was suppose to do.
and then yeah had assembly.
then had Chapel.
i was listening to SERMON (:
omg so amazing..
ok lol then..
went back to class after chapel.
then just SLACKED.
cause Mr Seow wasn't in school.
cause of the Vietnam Trip.
and then there was a free Period after his period ahaha!
WOAH so shiock man(:
OKAY anywaysss
oh mann.. I just sneezed..
okay hmm then had LA.
which was also slack.
then Geography which was SLACK.
but we did the Presentation already(:
like FINALLY ITS OVER(:
hahahah!
then had recess
just walked around in school with Liting.
and wanted to find MEL.
but couldn't find her -.-
sheeesssh.
then had chinese..
which was SO BORING.
oh yeah taht reminds me>.<
i have to write letters for Mich <3 and Tiff <3
hmm then had music..
Ras and i already presented to Mrs Chan liao(:
hmm then i was just walking with ras to Weeli and Isabels Table.
and weeli did the most HORRIBLEST thing ever to make ELAN SOH jealous.
awwwwww weeli.
u see.. u should care for Elan more lurh!
anyways :D
hilarious Shit man.
lol i just realised that Isabel is DAMN FUNNY lol!
okay then went home with ras and lots.
and guess who callleeedd??
hahaha
awww so sweeeeeet :P
haha charlotte charlotte charlotte (:
please tell me more info larh.
must tell me things with the pat pat kay?
:D
hurhur!
alriteeee.
hmm should i do my work?
OF COURSEEEE!
hahhaha
CYA <---Gay LOL!
Toodles :D

OH MANNNN

2007-05-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

okay today went to church.
pfftt.
and i was being RUSHED.
-.-
anyways..
went to church service.
CHEER UP womannn (:
anyways. then went for lesson.
was LATE.
and i think i iwas indirectly getting scolded -.-
shheeeeeesh
then ermmm.
WeeHwa Announced the TRAGEDY ):
oh man..
so EMO.
Anyways.
CHEER UP JESHUA(:
okay then after lesson.
went for lunch.
at a 37th STOREY!
omgggg
Marina Square(:
and the lift was outside the building >.<
it was sooo freaky when it went up and down!
omggg
okay then had chinese food
YUUUUCKKK
then after that.
went down.
LOL
hmmm.
just walked around Marina Square.
nothing much.
then went home.
and did my TWIG ART >.<
like FINALLY
hahhahaha
hmmmmmm.
then just slacked..
yeah and then showered.
and i feel like im missing something..
like something bad is going to happen tmrw >.<
and i dont wanna noe wat it is >.<
sigh.
ugh. the Geography Presentation is tmrw!!
and tmrw i have to give out the physics worksheetsss.
DARN
anyways.. i think i should do work >.<
sigh then.
TOODLES :D

I noe i've been harsh

2007-05-11T19:21:00.000-07:00

Look dear, i noe i've been harsh.
But things are happening.
Hope you understand.

Well today i actually SKIPPED NDP practice.
Cause Audie isn't going.
and Grace Quit.
Damn..
Seriously i may have to quit u noe..
Ah shits.
I shouldn't..
Sigh my chinese is worser-ning
and seriously im failing it.
its because i hate laoshi to the CORE now.
sigh yeah im at fault.
cause you noe there was this paper..
and charissa said "Angie pass this to the dustbin."
And i was high at that time.
So then lao shi was in front of me.
and then i thot she would take a joke..
But she didn't..
So i said "Laoshi pass this to the dustbin. haha"
then she just stared at me and said "qiqi ni zhen de hen da dan. ni she me shi hou bian chen zhe yang?"
in english it meant..
"Angeline you're very brave to say those words to a teacher and when did u beame like that?"
shits larh.
yeah i felt super bad.
and seriously didn't wanna do well for the test.
so i just screwed up.
gosh.
sigh i better buck up for my chinese.
Im failing tremendously.
sighs.
oh wells im gonna post this same post on my blog.
see how bored i am -.-
so then.
screw me.

MUST WATCH!

2007-05-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

I WANNA WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3 - AT WORLDS ENDS!

Who to go with man -.-

Im losing myself.

2007-05-11T01:24:00.000-07:00

"I dont wanna fall to pieces"
- Anon

I somehow feel like im not welcomed in life.
its like i didn't do anything and i have an enemy automatically.
i have no leadership qualities.
why did she do that to me?
is she out there to kill me...
somehow i feel that they want me.
but most of the time they just hate me.
am i just too nice?
or just too quiet...
i try to be who i am.
but i cant...
i only lead them when im happy.
but now its like going to school, is so dreadful..
i just think of what i should do..
to make them like me.
but for me. im lonely.
so yeah.
yeah i have friends..
but they have their own..
Pairs..
Threes..
Group..
im left alone.
its only Janelle i can talk to.
i hate this feeling..
look at me im losing myself..
i see the other leaders..
they're cool..
they're atheletic...
they're perfect..
i dont fit in any of those.
im just so..
i dunno
i wanna tell my teacher.
but i can't.
as she always refuse to do so.
Im still struggling with this.
i dont wanna be responsible for anything.
i just wanna go to class and be carefree..
but now everyday..
i gotta watch what i do..
watch what i say..
cause one slight mistake.
they're all gonna hate me.
so then.
im losing myself..
Screw me.

Hey...

2007-05-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hey people.
Im gonna be posting here now.
I'll just be posting Pics on Xanga.
So yeah..
The Posts would be here.
---
Okay today went to the National History Museum
i was walking with Charissa mainly.
and met chloe and nicole here and there.
and also nicole thio.
but yeah.
it was cool.
and fun.
I was rather sleepy in the afternoon though >.<
and please...
People from 2s, if you didn't recieve ur PHYSICS WORKSHEETS please come to me.
anyways..
erm tmrw is the tea party thing.
anyways.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
guess whats that.
anyways.
heck about my life yeah?
it sucks like shit.
Janelle where are you when i need you..
I need to talk to someone now.
Janelle.
Where are you when i need you...
You're in 2D i guess...
I need to tell you things u dont now.
sigh.
Janelle you're the only one that can understand me...
love you jan <33
-----

God i suck..

2007-04-23T04:18:00.000-07:00

sorry had to delete this...
too much comotion.
:D

RELINK :D

2007-04-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

MY XANGA

OMG LOL hahhaha!

2007-04-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

A: loves to flirt

B: Loves people

C: BEST SMILED

D: Has one of the best personalities ever

E: Freaking beautiful

F: People wild and crazy adore you.

G: Never let people tell you what to do.

H: Likes to act crazy as hell

I: Loves to laugh

J: Freaking Rowdy

K: Really silly.

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with

M: Makes dating fun

N: Good at sex

O: Loved by everyone

P: Popular with all types of people

Q: A hypocrite

R: a freak in bed

S: Easy to fall in love with

T: very attractive

U: Gets hugs

V: Not judgmental

W: Very broad minded.

X: Never let people tell you what to do

Y: GREAT kisser

Z: Lives life for fun.

----
A: Loves to Flirt

N: Good at sex

G: Never let people tell you what to do.

E: Freaking Beautiful

L: REALLY easy to fall in love with

I: Loves to laugh

N: Good at sex

E: Freaking Beautiful

W: Very Broad Minded

O: Loved by everyone

N: Good at sex

G: Never let people tell you what to do.

C: BEST SMILED

H: Likes to act as crazy as hell

Y: GREAT kisser

I: Loves to laugh

C: BEST SMILED

H: Likes to act as crazy as hell

Y: GREAT kisser

I: Loves to laugh

-----
Lol that quiz was DAMN FUNNY.
haha its not true lorh.
Hahahah!
TOOK it from Pearlyn's blog(:
Hahaha. remember...
its not true lol.
Toodles :D

MUGGINGGG!

2007-04-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

okay today is a saturday.
I seriously dont wanna talk about the WHOLE week.
too lazy >.<
AHAHA!
anyways on monday was just the same
yeah and then tuesday was the same too.
except that i had my 5 items(:
hahaha!
well.. erm my group did the sit ups first.
and i did 35 :D
and then we headed off to do standing broad jump
and i think i got like 175 or something.
then after that had the Sit and Reach.
which SUCKED. i got like 33 -.-
IM SO UNFLEXIBLE.
and then did the Pull-ups
i did 16. amazingly -.- and yeah.
then did the ermmm.. Shuttle run.
got like 11.6 seconds. pffft xP
then thats it.. so i got like.
A,B,D,A,B : D
HAHAHA!
and then wednesday had GB <3
yeah did the ballon sculturing thing.
and didn't noe wat com to join.
shucks..
then erm joined Worship com instead.
under nicole thio's pressure.
yeah but janelle is in PC com.
darn..
i wanna join the same com as her!
but miss cheong says that i can't change it.
unless its a valid reason x/
sigh anyways.
besides that.
on thursday had the RUN!
ahhhh!
i freaked out when it was my turn LOL.
hahaha.
anyways.
so i rann..
without walking (:
GREAT improvement yeah?
HAHA :D
okay so my timing was.
14.42 mins.
I improved by like 2 mins from last year AHAHAHA!
okay yeah.
hmmmmmm...
then friday.
i was talkin to lots about going out.
then someone had to be such a BUSYBODY.
and ruin my day!
sigh dont wanna talk about that day.
i made 2 people PISSED.
and feel damn bad.
screw it.
>.<
aw shucks.
anyways.
ahbengs..
SUCKS.
they are such RUDE FREAKS.
anyways..
: D
yeah thats all for friday.
yeah so its saturday today.
Im MUGGING CHEM
MUGGING..
MUGGING..
and my dad is going overseas tmrw -.-
WTF.
he JUST got home...
and he has to go overseas AGAIN?!
sighh.
okay mugging...
i just AT LEAST finished like 2 chapters for Chem..
Like the Particulate Model of Matter.
and the Atoms and Molecules.
yeah so im gonna study the Chemical changes now..
when i feel like studying.. -.-
my motivation has all been drained in this morning.
Sigh.. Need to study LS. too >.<
AHHH! mug mug mug!
Okay thennn.
toodles :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

2007-04-16T01:42:00.000-07:00

haha its my BIRTHDAY (:
whooooots!
and FIFI'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU FIONA! :D
haha i would like to thank this people:
(the people are by order, when they said Happy Birthday)
Shawn
Grace
Mummy and Daddy
Marc
Cassie
Liting
Kauu
Claudia
Thio
Eshyen
Melissa
Sabina
Charlotte
Fiona
Clarissa
Jerry
Ras
Sulin
Amanda
Rachel
Siyan
Iman
Nick
Sharn
Elan
Rest of 2s :D
Janelle (she actually FORGOTTEN)
Patrick
Yikun
Cassandra
Mak
Joan
Ina

THANK YOU:
Siyan for GIVING me a PRESENT(:
its DAMN CUTE (; ahha!
lol i LOVE HUGGING IT! <3

Nicole THIOOOO!
I love the notebook <3
and i LOVEEE the JELLYHEART!
its DAMN NICE(;
hahha THANK YOU! (:

whooooots!
2 presents is better than one (:
hahhaha! :D
ppooots i dunno wat to get for my BDAY -.-
ahahah! Anyways.
JANELLE YANNN!
u idiot!
i thot u would be the FIRST person to tell me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
):
sigh anyways.
maybe u're occupied with work maybe.
HEH just like mak said.
BUT u HAVE TO HAVE TO remember next time kay?
(:
LOVE YOUUUU JANNNN! <333
Toodles :D

MY BIRTHDAY!

2007-04-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

Lots & Me & Rach (: Me & Rachh :D

Me & Rachh <3

p.s :Haven't uploaded me and lottey's neos xD

Today is SUNDAY(:
yes.
okay so i woke up pretty late
cause yeah i went out last afternoon.
and it was tiring.
HAHA
erm so went to church late.
fiona didn't come to church.
rachel was kinda late.
Luanne.. I have NO idea where she sits..
so when i came up the lift i was hoping to sit somewhere.
and then suddenly mak smsed me to sit with her and Petrina.
So i was like "are u serious"
Cause its just so coincidental.
its like i was like finding a seat.
and then POPPED out that message AHAHA.
but anyways.
I felt damn EXTRA at the left panel.
cause its like those sec 3's and 4's
so extra tsk tsk tsk.
Sermon was boring
HEH :P
then suddenly cause i dont sit at the left panel of seats.
this girl suddenly sat next to me.
and she was the girl who usually gives the NEW GUEST presents.
so its like erm..
okay here is the CONVERSATION:
Me: (Going to listen to sermon)
Girl:(looks at me and asks another girl about whether im a new girl)
Me:(Doesn't notice anything)
Girl:(Suddenly says) HELLLO! (:
Me: eh Hello...
Girl: Hurhurr..
Mak(Talks to the girl): EH she's from this church. (refering to me)
Me: EHHH -.-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
lol anyways i thot it was damn FUNNY.
anyways.
after sermon.
service finished.
then erm went to lesson.
and then yeah.
Stephanie didn't come -.-
LOL but phui yin & Esther kok came(:
ahahaha!
Anyways.
after church went to HOLLAND V with my parents(:
to eat VIETNAMESE NOODLES!
It ROCKS man!
<3333
okay then went to wheelock place.
but i didn't noe wat to buy.
LOL.
for my b'day present.
Im so lousy larh. i can't even decide wat to get.
sigh.
Im still looking for one.
sigh my BIRTHDAY is coming up tmrw.
and im like CLUELESS to what i should get.
Haha anyways.
THANKS BECKY & SHERILYN for remembering my birthday(:
hahahaha i really appreciate it(:
LOVE YOU! <33
okay then.
I ate my CAKE (:
Haha OREO CHEESECAKE!
hahah! (:
i bought an IPOD CASING!
and it ROCKS!
hahahaa (:
lol.
after going out came home.
GOING to do my homework now(:
LOL
toodles :D

LONG post (:

2007-04-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

Okay. Another Weekend(:
Late POSTS!
ahahha! Just love it (:

Monday:
Had Follow-up lessons
with MAGNIFICENT Margareth
and LOLIPOP Liting
and DETERMINED Deborah -.-
LOL quite boring man
then had English.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA! :D
hmmm then had Chinese,
I hate laoshi to the CORE.
recess.
then maths.
revision.
then H.E.
hahha SEWED the GREEN BELLS (:
lol outta SCHOOL!

Tuesday:
Englishhhh..
Maths TEST!
UGH!
i think i minus 4 marks!
AHHHH!
then had Physics.
Which was SO BORING.
except that Anne and Weeli Was talking to me -.-
AHAHAH!
it was DAMN funny!
lol wat ABOON the AIRCON MAN!
ahahaahah!
Lol then recesss.
then GEOGRAPHY.
Weeli HAD to tell Mrs Choong that i have a bf called ABOON!
lol which is TOTALLY UNTRUE!
ahahahha!
then had COM.
which was kinda fun.
lol ahhaha then I had to run errands for Miss Tang.
then when i FINALLY could go home.
I met amanda on the way to the bus stop.
i was like :"psssssss..."
AHAH damn funny.
oh yeah.
im not lousy im COOL 8D
ahahah!
then went for Kumon.
then had Maths tuition.
then yeah.

Wednesday:
SWIM MEEET!
ahaha no school.
but had to wear the GB uniform -.-
so HOT man!
Carry stuff here and there.
and controlling the crowd (:
ahahaha.
then when at the last part.
for some REASON we had to GUARD the frigging pool -.-
like WTF.
then when i was guarding.
elan had to touch my hat -.-
I bet Mrs Yee was damn angry larhs. LOL
okay then had the CTG lunch!
whooots.
but my MUM and DAD had to call -.-
and then just this ARGUEMENT.
sighs.
okay then anyways.
ate lunch.
and left half way through.
to go for the NDP PRACTICE.
yeah.
Met new friends (:
like ermmm.
Joleen i think hahha(:
she's so nice
ahaha
okay anyways went home in my dad's car.
and gave audie a lift home(:

Thursday:
Chinesee.. TIng xiee..
Didn't learn LOL
then MISS NG wasn't in school!
AHAHA!
so no english but instead...
Miss Chia came in.
and asked us to write about the topic "Changing"
and then the other second period of english was taken over by MRS LAM!
lol haha she damn funny (:
then had P.E
omg..
I ran like 8 rounds..
omg i PRACTICALLY diedddd!
15.36 THATS NOT GOOOD.
sighs.
at least i passed -.-
next thursday is the REAL thing!
SHITSZSXS!
recesss..
then Maths..
then Life science..
then History...

Friday:
Chinese...
BORING..
ART..
at least DID something AHAHAH!
then had recesss.
then maths..
haven't got the paper yet -.-
then had Grammer.
I SWEAR that GRAMMER is the MOST BORINGEST PERIOD EVER!
omg.. i hate the teacher u noe -.-
LOL.
then had history TEST!
sigh.
I fail for THAT one..
sheeeeesh.
then GEL.
which was changed to INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!
yeah had this programme for it(:
hahha it was AWSOME(:
okay but we ended slightly later than usual.
okay then i stayed back.
and then talked to RG.
lol she is damn funny :D
Hahhaha!
Okay then went home.
and did my stuff.

Saturday:
Okay so todayy i went out.
I woke up at 8:0o am
and then just slacked around until 11:00 am
and then just slipped on something simple.
and then left home.
dad dropped me off at WESTMALL
and then i just roamed around westmall.
and then went to the MRT station to go to YEW TEE
to get charlotte.
and then saw her.
then went onto the next train that goes to ochard
and then just talked in the train.
and then received calls like
"WHERE ARE YOU?"
ahahah.
people who went was.
-Charlotte
-Rachel
-Yikun
-Patrick
-Me
anyways.
reached
there late.
cause the movie was at 1:00 AHAH!
we were 5 mins late!
AHAHAHAAH!
then met up with YIkun and Patrick and Rachel
then went in.
watched "THE LAST MIMZY"
it was COOL 8D
some parts(:
some quite ridiculous.
but COOL 8D
ahhah!
then finished.
then said bye bye to the guys( felt quite bad )
then GIRL POWER (:
ahahaah!
then went off to go for NEOPRINTS
:D
like i was sooo NOOOOOBISH!
i sucked.
okay then lots and rach and me took.
then rach and me took
then had lunchhh.
burgerking BABBEYYY!
<333
then went to the APPLE shop ahhaha!
then went to REVOLTAGE
which was TOTALLY AWSOMMMMEEE!
then went to HEREEEN!
first went to HMV
then went to other shops.
hahha which was SOOO AWSOMEE!
I LOVE FOURSKINSTORE!
its COOL 8D
okay then rachel had to go):
then it was me and lots.
:D
then took neoprints together :D
then had to go home liaoooo!
okay then practically just stood up for the whole 45 mins RIDE!
as in the MRT TRAIN RIDE.
gooosh (:
then ermm said bye bye to charlotte
then i went home..
my dad picked me up.
and then went home..
then ate dinner.
then went for piano!
whooots.
then went home.
SO frigging tireddd!
okay i shall NOW say who to thank today(:
Rachel! Thanks for your present(:
Its LOVELY (:
I love it(:
And thanks for coming today:D
LOVE YOU LOADS(:
Yikun&Patrick! Thanks for paying the TICKETS
ahahah! I feel damn bad. LOL
sorry that we couldn't make it for lunch kay?
Dont take it at heart (:
Charlotte! ahahhahahahaahaha!
LOL. thanks for STILL coming eventhough
u dont noe rachel AHAHAH!
Im gonna get u that shirt next time(:
LOVE YOU! <3

okay then TOODLES :D

its the WEEKENDS!

2007-04-08T00:15:00.001-07:00

Weekends ROCK!
anyways. i can go online cause i did ALL my homework(:
i even studied for History and Math -.-
tonight i hafta do more.

Thursday did ALL my work after school.
I feel DAMN hardworking.

Friday i went to church.
with Sabina and Grace.
saw Amanda and Petrina.
Amandashan was downstairs.
skipped sermon.
went to BTP.
waited for charlotte.
bought cake.
and bought the present. (GUESS!)
charlotte came.
went for lunch at PIZZAHUT.
went to the cab.
and went to ESCAPE THEME PARK!
gave cake to sauyee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAU YEE!
-Dimples are LOVE!
had fun.
sabina practically pulled me to every ride.
became nauseous. (sp?)
wanted to PUKE in sab's car.
went for dinner
at 5 star chicken rice.
went back home.
felt MUCH better with LOTUS SOUP!
and slept.

Saturday morning.
went to BTP again.
to cut my hair.
to buy assesment books.
MATHS and HISTORY.
for the upcoming tests.
went back home.
ate lunch at jurong.
went back home.
did work.
HOMEWORK.
studied.
made a PLEDGE to play computer at night.
cousins came over.
ditched them. (HEHEHEHEHE)
played computer.
played SIMS 2
went online.
talked to the senior CTG.
had to bring the PRESENT to church tmrw.
in a OPAQUE plastic bag. 0.o

Sunday is EASTER day.
woke up early in the morning.
try 7:15!
then went to church at 8:30.
sat at the usual place.
amanda came to collect the OPAQUE bag xP
talked about fridays outing.
stupid caleb with his LAME jokes came by and irritated us.
stephanie came.
petrina came.
4 of us, sat WAY behind.
offered sweets to the 3 of them.
PFFFFFT.
and u said the SERMON was SO FUN!
still say u need sweets to keep u awake -.-
finished sermon.
went home.
tired.
dont feel like doing anything.
listening to music.
awaiting for 16th of April.
till im 14.
can't believe it.
its so DAMN fast.
tonight have to STUDY STUDY STUDY

tmrw...
me and liting are gonna study Maths.
in the library.
SO FUN!
xD
soon im gonna post..
HOPEFULLY i will post SOON
toodles : D

okay STUDY TIME!

2007-04-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

Alright. today was fine.
just a lil boring but can do(:
OMG.
today's Sermon was SO POWERFUL!
i cried yah noe xD
LOL hurhur.
and then ermm.
okayy to i failed my life science.
and got 2.5/25
yeah.
Lowest in class.
eh and ermm.
because of that im banned from the computer.
so this wil be the LAST post you'll ever see.
for at least UNTIL mid-years ends.
and ermm.
yeah I haven't read chapter 16-21.
I haven't Studied for Chinese.
So yeah after those two tests.
I fail it then.
the next few test i'll buck up.
Yeahhh.
So and also the TAGBOARD.
keep flooding it if u must.
cause i won't be seeing it till mid-years.
Oh yeah This Friday is the SENIOR CTG OUTING!
lol and sau yee's birthday.
okay then.
TILL the MID-YEARS yuup!
:D
Toodles :D

PISSED WITH MY DAD!

2007-04-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

OKAY. my dad is seriously PISSING me off.
He went to complain to my FORM teacher.
about GB making me neglect my studies -.-
He wrote this BIG NONSENCE in that email and sent it to my FORM teacher whom i DOUBT noe's wat is GOING ON!
Seriously. HE never told me ANYTHING about it!
He mentioned these people/things that had NOTHING to do with watever he was saying
-AmandaMak.
-MissKon.
-SabinaLoke.
-MGS.
-my STUDIES

Seriously...
what's his PROBLEM?!
If he wanna complain. he could have just TOLD me first right?!
He wanted Miss Ng to SEND that message to MISS KON and MRS YEE and MRS TAY!
WTF?!
Helloooo.
He is RUINING my life here -.-
Saying some CRAP about HIS TIME IN SCHOOL!
This is the 21st CENTURY!
Not the 20th!
SHEEESH!
sigh. but those people that i have mentioned.
dont be scared cause he doesn't noe how u look or who u even are -.-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay today had DJW.
yeah Sermon Rocked lol.
hahhaa it was DAMN funny.
lol at some parts.
hmmmm.
then had Maths.
had this STUPID Maths test.
I dont even call it MATHS larh.
and then had Chinese.
then had Chem.
i PASSED MANNN!
WHEEEEWWW!
Lol then ermm.
had Recesss.
first i went down with Trisha, Marg and Liting.
and then erm i went to buy food and then cause they were stting already..
I sat last. and then Iman and Kau joined(:
then i just realised that i was REALLY REALLY extra xD
so then Sharn came to join too(;
but actually. they didn't JOIN they were already there(:
so actually i was the one really extra xD
so then Iman Mentioned that Nick, Mic, Nini and RG and someone else were coming down.
So i felt EVEN more EXTRA xD
so i HURRIED and ATE and quickly left xD
lol. i seriosuly felt DAMN extra.
so i LEFT whoots :D
okay then went to the library and then just checked email.
and talked to JOON.
yeah.
then after recess had GEOG.
and then had COmputer Studies.
yuuuup.
okay then had the EXTRA lesson for LA.
and then i left early cause of tuiton.
and then i went to get some mayo chicken.
and then ran to the bus stop(:
and then reached there in TIME!
LOL THEN went home...
yeahhh..
SIGH SO BORED.
ate Dinner.
and then GOING TO DO HOMEWORK NOW(:
Toodles :D

NOTHING IN THIS WORLD!

2007-04-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

0.O
O.0
OKay, lol RANDOMMM!
Lady Sovereign ROCKS man!
LOL hahah!
anyways.
today is MONDAY. damn boring and damn slack.
LOL. anyways.
This week is Discover Jesus week(:
yeah. i think the sermon today was COOL 8D
cause the guy is cool 8D
I LOVE AMERICAN ACCENT!
THEY ROCKKK <3
okay anyways.
I LOVE MIGHTY TO SAVE <3
ITS SOO AWSOME! <3
okay anyways. after chapel.
had LA.
yeah collected forms.
>.<
so MESSSY!
Okay then had Chinese.
then had Recess(:
then had Maths.
then had H.E.
then HOME WE GOOOO!
Yeah reached home..
ate lunch.
and POOOOF.
doing work now.
LOL SABINAAA!
U're so FUNNNAYY mannnn!
lol hahahhahaha!
should talk to you on the phone more often xD
LOL ahahah! FUNNY FUNNY <3
okay then.. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
WUZUN & CJS is SOOO HOTTTT <3
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
im in love with CJS again! lol
<33333
THEIR LOVEEE!
Lol hahahhaha!
okay then
Toodles :D

2007-03-31T23:04:00.000-07:00

CHARLOTTE and RUTH! <3GRACE and SABINA! <3

Tryin tah SINGG!

LOVE MY JERSEY! <33

SAUYEE and RACHEL! <3

YUEN MIN and RUTH and half of GRACE's face >.<

CHARLOTTE and SAUYEE SMILLE :D

WHO IS THAT?! hell yeah its Amanda Mak!

LOSER CHARLOTTEEE xD

HEY GRACE(:

HEY AUDIE (:

CHARLOTTE is going DOWNNN! GO SAB GO!

JIE YI! Tireeedd.

YUEN MIN <3

SENIOR CTG '07! <33

HEY JANELLE (:

HEY SAUYEE(:

HEY CHARLOTTE(:

HEY NICOLE(:

wheeeeww!
>.<
I GOT VIDEO'S THAT U WANNA SEEE!
stay tuneddd!
Toodles :D

CTG OUTING!

2007-03-31T07:47:00.000-07:00

SENIOR CTG OUTING TODAYY!
:D
lol anyways. today had Enrolment Serive.
Lol hahaha we showcased our Music Drill.
Which was erm OKAY? i guess lol :D
anyways. then had this parade thang.
then time for the AUDITORIUM!
the Cold air AWAITS me!
lol then erm. had the dedication.
service awards.
Exhortation.
then yeah..
the special items.
then yeah...
after ALL THAT.
Mrs Yee and Mrs Wong wanted to see the Senior Ctg X/
then it was like DAMN scaryy.
yeah..
so they started talking to us and stuff.
and yeah some of us were let off. and some weren't.
and i was one of them XD
then yeah...
we had to make a PUBLIC APOLOGY.
okay so here it is(:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay 2nd coy and others! HELLO :D well. im sorry that i offended u in ANY manner okay? No hard feelings kay? Yuup we're all GB girls. so just let it slip and carry on with life(: Sorry for the things i ever offended u for Okay? Sorry :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okey there it is (:
okay so after that. went for lunch
but i didn't eat lunch XD
i was talking to VIVIEN instead(:
SO FUN TO TALK TO LARH!
lol!
hahahaha!
okay then after that changed to Jersey's
and then went to SABS house.
and then ermm. just slacked awhile at SABS
and then went down to the pool.
and people started pushing people in.
and then the SECURITY guard came to say:
"Next time you want to swim. wear Swimming TRUNKS"
take note of SWIMMING TRUNKS.
we are Girls.
and girls DONT wear that.
LOL hahha!
okay anywyas.
we stopped the pushing and then started playing in the Playground.
then went upstairs.
then we started slacking.
waiting for time to passs.
and then some people went out.
and some people were at Sabs house.
like Me and Janelle (:
some people went home ):
yeah but they could come back later(:
okay so we did RETARDED things at SABS house when some people came back.
and then until FINALLY the guest of honor COMES! like finally -.-
then we went down to the pool.
and then someone said that we cant SWIM.
cause we will make noise and stuff.
so yeah :/
so we didn't):
so we setted up the Function room(:
yeah SO DUSTY man!
okay then went out again. and went back in.
and then went out again. to play Blind man thing.
LOL hhahaha!
yeah BORING man. but it was so damn SCARY larh.
okay then after that went to EAT(:
lol haha ENJOYING my food.
okay then finished.
then packed up.
while they went out to have fun(:
lol YUEN MIN and ME the MAIDS ahahha!
(:
then erm all cleared up.
went back to SABS house(:
then we were all in one room.
lol hahhaha!
Then we started being entertained by Charlotte and Ruth :D
lol GREAT entertainers.
i video taped it. like at least 4 TIMES.
lol hahaha!
yeah it was amusing.
then it started to get boring.
and then Mak said to go down to the pool.
and then yeah.
then i wanted to tell something to Sabina.
and then she brought me to the ledge.
for dunno wat so reason!
then i finally realise that they were SABOing me
too engrosed with wat i was going to say to Sabina.
then after that. didn't get really wet. so it was okay.
lol then ermm.
after that went to the lobby.
and started talking about CAMPS and STUDIES.
yeah SO SIAN man.
then anyways had to go home.
and then waited for my mum with LOTS(:
yuuup.
then i went home. and im SERIOUSLY tired now.
AND im blogging about this LOL! ahahahha!
Okay then.
oh yeah one thing.
FACE IT AMANDA! U HAVE BLADDER PROBLEMS! U'RE IN DENIAL!
:P
okay then..
See yah. IM SUPER TIRED!
Toodles :D

HAYHAY!

2007-03-30T01:02:00.000-07:00

HEY.YOU!

lalallala;
okay so today. i was bored.
had Chinese.
had ART.
which was so damn funny.
and then had Recess.
then had Maths.
i seriously NEVER heard Miss Tang So strict before >.<>.<
I DONT WANT TO HAVE IT NOWWW!
okay then i gotta go(:
NEW BLOGSKIN(:
Toodles :D

DARN ITTT!

2007-03-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sighs...
stress is all over me.
alrite i tell you wat happened todayy
okay so first had chinese.
did ting xie.
and then got back the chinese papers.
then had english.
then had P.E.
oh my goodness.
P.E. was just HORRIBLE.
cause nicole and I and half of the class was losers of some game
and so we had to spell out BLACKMORE with our LOVELY BUTTS!
and so i was happily doing the butt thang.
nicole hit me and then asked me to look up.
and so i did.
and i saw the third level of the science block.
and then nicole says that, that is Mak.
but i seriously dont noe.
okay so yeah. MAK was look at my classmates wriggling their BUTTS!
anywyas.
after P.E. was Recess.
i ATE ):
i gained LOADS of wait(:
ok then erm had Maths
then had LS.
which nobody entered.
and then had History.
but it was boring at the end.
YAWNNNN!
okay then im falling asleep
then SCHOOL FINISHES!
so grace audie and me todaay had to go for the rehearsal.
then after that ate lunch.
then went out of school to get a cab.
when i was talking to sabina on the phone...
i slipped on the SLIPPERY WET DRAIN. near casa.
so after i fell.
i had this HUGE wound.
lol hahha.
so sabina came down to give me ALOE VERA cream!
cool eh 8D
SO SWEET lol ahahahah!
Love you <3
then ermmm. was just limping.
and then took a cab to SHSS.
and then did drill and did the beloks?
yeah 9 PEOPLE in a ROW doing a BELOK!?
its just STUPID.
it was SO DAMN MESSY lol!
today grace, audie and me made friends with the ST MARGS girls(:
their so nice(:
have to make more friends(:
LOL
hahahha!
Okay then.
TOODLES:D

p.s: come and look for me for the DETAILS of wat actually happened today.
(the timings the scoldings that commanding)

FUCK THAT SCHOOL LARH!

2007-03-28T04:34:00.000-07:00

Okay seriously.
the WALKATHON thing.
I SWORE i only gave 10 bucks.
and my BROTHER.
had to go and get $300.
$300 BUCKS!
seriously.
and now he wants to ask my dad for a CHEQUE of $200 BUCKS?!
hello..
seriously. he thinks that we're SO RICH ISSIT?!
THE WHOLE FAMILY needs those money for other stuff than THAT!
i mean.. who CARES about the school's FUNDS?
seriously.
their RICH anough.
and there is SURE to be a RICH boy/girl to gurantee that the school will be in a PROPER CONDITION.
seriously. my brother thinks my dad is a FREE LOADER -.-
SHHEEEESH
okay.. so i started reprimanding my brother about the SHIT he is going to do.
and then he started shouting "OKAY fine. because of YOUR nagging. i wont give the $200! happy NOW?!"
sigh. i think i went overboard >.<
sometimes i vent all my anger to him.
and i pity him.
someday he might just crack.
someday i'll crack too.
maybe today i was pissed.
i cant get out of NDP.
i can't.
and N_ _ _ _ _
STOP talking SHIT okay?!
U think u noe EVERYTHING about me issit?!
u keep saying
"I NOE U WANNA GO TO NDP LARH!"
"I NOE U'RE A DRILL MANIAC LARH!"
those two
are NOT true.
seriously. i dont noe whether u're just JEALOUS or u're just talking SHIT.
seriously just stop it.
i cannot stand it u noe.
sighs.
okay so today.
the senior ctg went to meet up somewhere.
and then sabina had this idea to go to the 3rd level Lol.
then we sat at the bench.
and then we were like. WAT ARE WE DOING HERE?
and then we were like TO STALK AMANDA AHAHAHAH!
lol hahaha but anyways. we just waited for 5 mins and she didn't come out AHAHA!
your plan FAILED ruth lol
lol anyways. i went down. and then had assembly.
then went back to class.
and then Miss NG had this BRILLIANT idea of changing the sitting arrangements -.-
i love my OLD SEAT!
):
sigh then after that. had to vote prefect nominees.
and then sandy and yi xuan just like to RUIN MY LIFE.
anyways. i rejected it already LOL.
anyways.
our classes PREFECT TO BE is..
RASSIEE!
CLAUDIA!
TRISHAA!
WENDY!
WHOOTS to you <33
lol hahah :D
okay then had english.
then had Geography.
then had maths.
then had Physics.
had this STUPID test.
which im gonna FAIL.
and then had RECESS!
lol anyways.
i didn't see evil(lol kidding) during recess today.
AHAHA XD
anyways
hmm then had PW.
which was quite fun.
and then had LS
which SUCKED.
because of the STUPID test.
which i think im gonna get 0/25 -.-
SERIOUSLY.
i didn't study that shit.
LOL HAHAHA
then i rushed to do the STUPID fileing thing.
then after that.
maths.
then school ended.
and then OFF to wear the GB uni -.-
then erm went for roll call.
then service and dedication.
then after that break.
then after that rehearsal for the parade thing.
Ruth and Rachel stole my place for being a MARKER!
darnn itttttt!
lol xD
anyways. maybe it isn't meant to be.
LOL.
okay then went to the auditorium.
and just did the rehearsal thing.
for the sitting arrangements.
and then TAHTAH.
no moreee.
lol then went for vespers.
lol then had this talk with Miss Cheong.
and she wouldn't let us off from NDP!
DARN ITT!
then after that.
i went back to class and changed.
and then went to my mummy's car.
I NEED KIWII!
WE NEED KIWII!
AHHHH KIWIII!
okay then tomorow is the STUPID rehearsal thing again -.-
and i BET it is going to SUUUCKK BALLLSS! (discrete content)
anyways.
erm. im gonna go now
Toodles :D

DARN IT!

2007-03-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

I suck at Computer Studies -.-
LOL anyways!
Today morning.
I went to Grace's Class (:
and then started RANTING about the STUPID rehearsal.
and then GRACE AMANDA ME went to other classes from the senior ctg to RANT!
lol hahaha!
Even Amanda's class -.-
but instead i talked to CASSIE instead!
anyways.
then we went to THE SEC ONE class!
WHOOTS <3
then went down for ~~drill~~ assembly.
then erm suddenly felt giddy LOL xD
then anyways it died down.
so no matter xD
anyways
had English.
And then Miss Ng said that we'll be changing our sitting arrangements -.-
I LOVE MY SEAT! <3
NOO CHANGE!
NO CHANGE!
and then something about prefect nominees?
yeah.
NO TIFFY NO!
Dont u DARE do that! -.-
anywyas. then had erm.
LS!
then CHINESE!
then it was Chem.
then it was Recesss.
I just didn't eat until i smelt food.
then i dragged nicole down to the canteen from the last 10 mins!
AHAHAHAH XD
lol then had Geography.
lol hahaa it was QUITE fun LOL!
hahhaah Elan also has SIMS 2!
lol remember the WOOHOOO?
lol ahahhaa!
FUNNAAAYY!
okay then had CS!
lol i SUCK!
lol hahahah!
Okay then just stayed back to talk to
Rachel!
Zoe!
Alisha!
LOL hahah FUNNAY people!
Lol anyways.
hmmmmm.
then went to Kumon.
and then went home.
and then just showered and then ate dinner.
and now waiting for TUITON TEACHER to REACH!
lol ahhaha!
Okay then she's here ):
Toodles :D

DAMN LARH!

2007-03-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

Okay so today.
erm...
had Chapel.
then had English.
Boring Boring.
then had CHinese.
BoringBoring.
UNTIL.
Miss Cheong came in >.<
and asked for me.
And so i happily went out.
and then i saw this slip of paper.
and it said that i had to go for this INTERNAL REHEARSAL thing >.<
TODAY u noe. TODAY
so last minute >.<
then i started running around the school looking for grace and Audie.
So last minute plan.
then after that we neede MUFTI and Nametag.
sighs.
then i asked like EVERYBODY.
even Mak -.-
She EATS in CLASS -.-
someone book her -.-
I saw her EATING in class LORH
i think its SWEETS.
yeah i said to her "OrHORRR u're eating!!"
She just said "Hurhurr *Guilty*"
PFFFTTT.
i told u she's evil.
LOL anyways. the funny thing is that.
when Audie and Me went to find her.
then This girl went up to Mak and said
"Amanda, whats ur weight?"
IN FRONT of us u noe!
LOL hahaha
Mak was like HESITATING lorh Hahaa
and then she said 4_ kg. LOL!
ahahaahaha!
anywyas. then recess was over.
then Maths.
gosh i was going to sleep larh!
then had Home econs.
Just slacked.
and then went to find grace and audie.
and then went to amelia's house.
grace went to sabs house
then audie went to nicole's house.
just to get Mufti's and Nametag's
SIGHS.
SO MAH FUN!
then after that came to school.
then saw Mak AGAIN -.-
then after that just said that
we'll be seeing the 2nd coy people >.<
LOL then she was like.
"I TOLD U NOT TO GO LIAO! AND U STILL GO! SIGH!"
how helpful -.-
LOL.
then after that ate lunch.
with Jan,Ruth,Rach,Kel,Grace,Audie
yuup
then after that my mum came to bring my mufti.
yeah.
then OFF to ST HILDA'S SEC SCHOOL!
man.. took the cab.
and then it costed like $15.00
-.-
then yeah anywyas.
reached.
and was just SO TRAMATIZED.
so we sat in the canteen.
sigh.
then grace had this idea to call Mak
Then so we freaked out and called.
then we were just talking as if.
we were kidnapped or something.
anyways.
WE DIDN'T BRING BOOTS!
SHIT SHIT SHIT!
then anyways.
the GB teacher is SOOO FIERCE!
arghhhhh!
They brought us to this air-con room thing
and then had this briefing.
then when this women was taking the attendance.
she was like
"Im going to take attendance according to the Companies."
And i was like OH SHIT.
then she was like "FIrst coy?"
Then we raised up our hands and people were SO QUIET!
omg.
then "2nd coy?"
4 girls raised their hands >.<
Didn't see their faces.
so scarrrry
then anyways.
after the whole briefing thing
went to the place to do some BASIC stuff.
like ermm.
Senang-diri
Sediaa
Kaka-nan Lurus
Ke-kiri bu-sing
Ka-kanan bu-sing
pfttttt.
yeah.
but seriously.
their timing.
is TOTALLY different from First coy >.<
And then commands.
so if u want to hear it.
just ask me.
and i'll show it to you i guess >.<
Anyways.
after that.
went home.
yeah took the cab.
and REACHED home!
WHHEEWW
next one is on Thursday.
Im seriously REGRETTING!
sigh.
Toodles!

WHOOOOOOTS!

2007-03-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

okay today had Church.
went to church quite late lurh.
And erm.
just smsed people.
like 3 people.
AHAHA!
-Diane
-Mak
-Lucas
Anyways. cause i was SUPER bored during Sermon >.<>.<"
lol it was super funnay.
Lol hahha.
anyways.
Hmmm.
Saw Mak today. When she was coming out from service.
Anyways
I finallly found Diane HAHAH!
hmm.
then went for Lesson.
And yeah...
Fiona and Phui Yin wasn't there.
so anyways.
finished lesson.
My brother came in -.-
and then he started disturbing people -.-
So yeah anyways.
then went to westmall.
then went home.
and just did one homework -.-
Which is UNFINISHED.
lol anyways..
Im so DEAD for Home Econs.
LOL!
okay anyways.
7th April CTG OUTING!
WHOOOOTS <33

Toodles :D

[EDIT]

okay SERIOUSLY...
Those people from OTHER companies.
Seriously...
You guys already won watever you had to win for NDC.
and then u come back to RUB IT IN?!
Seriously.
We're already NICE enough to NOT say anything about others you noe.
We ALREADY stopped saying bad things about your coys.
and you're STILL not satisfied?
So u instead tag or post about ur winnings and writing something.
about saying that we're COCKY?
Wat the pong?!
yeah we're very sorry already.
and yeah to face the fact.
we ARE sad that we didn't get gold/Challenge shield.
can't u see that we are?!
U dont have to rub it in u noe -.-
we GET the point.
we GET IT ALREADY.
so stop the RUBBING it IN to our face..
And please...
cock it.
we GET IT!
need i say more?

SENIOR CTG OUTING! NDC!

2007-03-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

Okay...
this is one note that u MUST MUST MUST take note...
When u check out my blog. can u PLEASE TAG!?

yesterday was at Sabina's House (:
LOL FUN XD
ESPEICALLY at night (:
LOL!

Okay anyways :D
lol so today had MUSIC DRILL.
well it was okay i guess lol.
its saddening that the Juniors got Participation ):
Sighs...
I love their song u noe (:
sigh anyways.
then i saw Tingnam.
And gosh was she ANGERY.
sighs.
Well then it was the Seniors turn.
Well...
We sat in the bus.
And i just fell asleep.
and yeah woke up and nearly was there.
SIGH.
then after that was just really scared...
then our turn.
Had to RUN to the Parade Ground.
lol haha.
then yeah.
Some ppl made mistakes.
LIKE ME XP
but it wasn't obvious.
hmmm.
then after Music Drill.
went to some HALL thing.
And then started talking about some EVIL PLAN.
lol to DUNK KELLEY into the POOL!
lol ahahhaah!
SO FUN!
lol.
then erm after planning all that.
then had to follow some officers instructions.
lol anyways.
we were just CLUELESS.
hahaha then its like..
For some reason we didn't form up -.-
LOL but instead went to one corner.
and then charlotte started telling her JOKE.
lol some kind of LAME joke -.-
LOL hahaha but its was funnay!
lol then after that...
went to form up(:
then yeah PRIZE PRESENTATION!
lol hhahaha
okay so it was Seniors turn.
then Participation..
then Bronze.
and man was i SCARED...
then came to silver..
then i was like.. PLEASEOHPLEASEOHPLEASE.
then silver we were announced like the last.
and it meant that we could had won Gold. just by a lil!!
arghhh!
BUT SILVER WAS OKAY(:
lol I cried todayy LOL hahaa!
I was really happy.
lol.
yeah Mak Cried todayy. well. just sobbed.
Lol she really wanted Gold and Challenge Shield.
Sigh so did Sau yee.
And Siyan...
Sighhh.
anywyas. it was the PIONEERS turn.
then Participation that time..
it was SO FREAKY.
its like the officer was like..
"participation award goes to 'something' and First coy"
And we were like "WAT?!?!??!"
seriously..
there was shock around us.
then the officer was like..
"Ooh sorry my mistake.. its 71st coy"
omg.
SO FREAKY!
lol then after that.
NATIONAL DRILL COMPETITION IS OVER!
then yeah.. some ppl started crying and stuff.
lol then when our bus was here.
i saw SHANICE and JASMINE.
WHOOOOTS <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="5">THAT AMANDA MAK IS ON TO ME -.-
i'll take my REVENGE!
but it so happened that today..
She had her Mences -.-
GOSH. if not for that.
I could have SWORN.
i'll PUSH her down to the pool.
LOL it'll be so damn FUN!
hahhaaha!
then yeah we tried to get everyone wet!
Lol hahaa
so yeah mission accomplish.
people started wetting Mak and Pet and Yan.
Lol those ppl that had their THING.
lol hahaha!
So anyways.
it was SUPER fun!
LOL
hahaha
then after that started spitting at people!
LOL hahaha!
Lol
so funnnn!
then after that whole wetting game.
started DINNER(:
Chicken Rice is LOVE!
but there were LIZARDS!
scaryyyyyy!
anyways.
Lol the Whole CTG is like thinking that.
Sab and Mak is Pah Touing.
LOL hhahaa the CTG very funny larh AHAHA!
lol anyways. then after that went to Nicole thios house.
then went to Sabs house again!
lol then after that Nicole thio's House again!
Lol just smsed people. until Grace, Mak, Sabina, yan came
all of them went to the room.
and look at the pictures.
LOL
some of them is DAMN funny!
LOL hahahaha
anyways.
then after that.
Wanted to Go visit the 2nd coy girl's blog.
LOL
but the couldn't load AHAHAH!
anyways. so then i had to go home.
yeah.
everybody went home by then.
LOL
hmm reached home.
And im SOO TIRED!
lol and im being forced to go to church TMRW!
shit larhhh.
lol anyways.
im going to SLEEEP NOW!
zzzzzzzz
LOL hahaa okay then.
I think i'll be so SUPERUPER EMOO on Monday!
Sighs!
Its like the bonding and stuff is like over ):
so SAD!
Toodles :D

[Edit]

"PRAISE THE LORD!
He has really kept to his promise that He told us. Although they might have won gold (better than us) but they didn't get challenge sheild for Senior and Pioneer contingent! MUAHAHA!
IN YOUR FACE!!"
-the TangXP's blog -.-
lol isn't it very obvious that shes talking about First coy?
Stupid.
LOL.
seriously... that girl.
she went to put her link on Mak's tagboard and expect Mak to see and apologise to the tangxp -.-
She is damn mean.
LOL hahahahha!

shits larh!

2007-03-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

Lol okay so im going crazy now.
"I wanna love you. u already noe i wanna love you.."
HEH.
LOVE THE SONG!
LOVE IT!
LOVE IT!
so today. Had Chinese.
Just avoided laoshi. yeah..
and then had LA.
went to our groups.
and just practically slacked.
and yeahh. I drew this picture during Chinese and its just SO DEPRESSING when i look at it -.-
LOL anyways.
So yeah then had P.E.
and gosh was it SO TIRING!
lol sigh...
so Nicole Thio.
hurt her ASStail BONE -.-
and then when going back to class so Jerusha...
and she was LIMPING.
and yeah she sprained her ankle -.-
So during recess..
sighs.. so i told sau yee.
Then sau yee just practicaly freaked out...
and yeah went to 4i and just write the NOTE.
the info about jeru.
And then there was somemore casualty's.
So then i went to 4i and this was the conversation with AM and me -.-
(Runs to 4I)
Me:Amandaa! *waves to her desperately*&*give the -come here- sign*
AM: *Slowly walking to my direction*
(Reaches)
AM: yeah i got the note.
Me: Eh. Nicole injured her tail bone.
AM: What?! Why?!
Me: DUring PE.
AM: I told you people to TAKE CARE of yourselves! and you all are all Sec 1&2!
Me: Tell that to them.
AM: Haiz.. So how?
Me: Erm they were wondering whether u can take jerusha's place.
AM: what?! I CANNOOOOT.
Me: Why not?!
AM: because im just recovering. and my parents wont allooow!
Me: If u were to recover. would u march?
AM: I dont wanna march. Even if i want to, Mrs Yee WOuldn't allow me to.
Me: Sighs.
AM: So how?
Me: I dunnno.
AM: Sigh. aiyo. you noe you guys are giving me so much problems.
Me: -silent, guilty-
AM: Sigh. you guys ar... haiz.
(Starts digressing about lessons)

Anyways...
Yeahh..
Can tell that she got lots of problems man >.<
Sigh.
Anyways.
So had Maths..
Then had LS.
which i didn't understand a THING.
i tell u..
the teachers..
are UP to GET ME!
UGHHHH!
sighh.
and then had History.
And man was the Conversation so FUNNY.
but yeah. there were ALOT.
lol ahahhaa
okay then had Drill Practice.
Yeah it SOMEHOW went smoothly.. until..
Amanda cried ):
Yeah. she hardly cries and then suddenly she cries.
Sigh. so saddening.
ALMOST THE WHOLE SENIOR CTG WANTED TO CRY BECAUSE THEY FELT GUILTY.
Sighss mannsss
sigh.
so tmrw. going to stay and SABS house(:
Well. yeah HOPEFULLY everything turns out alright on sat.
Crossing my Fingers...
Sometimes i think im making the CTG jinxed.
cause its like..
Recently this year.
I've not been "Believing in God anymore"
Cause i seriously feel that God is not there for me.
The things he does to RUIN my life.
He's out to GET ME
sigh.
And i've been telling ppl that i dont believe in God anymore..
And maybe GOD is punishing me, because i dont believe him.
But SERIOUSLY God.
If you are LISTENING...
DONT affect the CTG.
just AFFECT me ONLY!
so dont go and RUIN everything..
I still dont believe there is a God.
I just feel that he is NOT there for ME.
he is there for u ppl.
But he isn't there for me...
I dunno.
God. just take care of the Seniors.
and STOP making things happen in the CTG itself.
Sigh..
The more bad things happen to me or anybody else.
the more FURTHER APART i am with God.
sigh.
I've been away in Church for Quite awhile.
sigh
Toodles

2007-03-21T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hello SEXYMAMA'S!
lol anywyas.
haven't been blogging quite awhile HEH XD
anyways. todayy had English.
English was QUITE boring -.-
and erm then had GEOGRAPHY.
yeah LOL it was FUNNAY during geog.
"Okay i tellyoueveyting!"
LOL hahahhahaha!
Anyways...
Erm then had CHEM.
lol yeah had this mini QUIZZ! (:
erm then had MUSIC.
did the "ODE TO JOY" thang.
LOL anyways.
then sanday started playing this REALLY REALLY nice tune >.<
LOL and she compose music tooooo!
WHOOOOTS <3
and OMGG!
Her songs are sooo BEAUTIFUL!
arghhh!
I ADMIRE HER!
XD
lol anywyas then had Recesss.
Lol.
then had PW.
lol went to the COM lab -.-
LOL just slacked MAN..
lol and then had BIO.
chased WEELI around -.-
LOL hahhaa.
anywyas. so i dont understand LIFE SCIENCE.
HELP!
okay...
then had GB!
whoooooots <3
erm ate lunch.
and then just practised for Enrolment Service :D
then yeah. also practised Enrolment Parade :D
LOL. WHEEEW.
we didn't need to do the MUSIC DRILL.
lol HEH
then erm yeahhh.
OH yeah i TELL YOU SOMETHING...
IM THE MARKER!
WHOOOTS <3
ONCE IN A LIFETIME MANNNSSSS!
hahahahahahahha!
but of course im like the SHORTEST marker -.-
a PRIMARY 5 is taller than me 0.O
hahhahaha.
Okay so then had Badgework.
MESSED with BALLONS.
and then yeah.
POP here POP there.
lol then VESPERS
and WHAALAAAA.
done LOL.
so i went home.
Just did nothing.
And now i just realised something....
I HAVE HISTORY TO DO >.<
And i didn't do IT!
ARGHHHHHH!
sigh.
Okay then
TOODLES :D

I LOVE SENIOR CTG!

2007-03-19T01:32:00.000-07:00

You guys make my day when you guys SMILE :DLike one AWSOME LINE that won't break. thats our bond with each other :D

When i see your faces, u make my day so darn happy.
When we use to support each other.
keep secrets.
Have fun.
And slack.
Being serious at times when needed.
WE LOVE EACH OTHER <3
when we line up in one row.
it was just like yesterday.
we practiced.
Polished our boots.
and sticked together.
smiled and laugh.
i dont want it to end.
being together is so FUN!
God made us meet each other.
And i LOVE GOD and i LOVE SENIOR CTG TOO! <3
I've never meet such WONDERFUL friends in my WHOLE LIFE :D
I LOVE YOU SNEIOR CTG!

OMG! FREAKY MUCH?!

2007-03-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D
okay last night i was so SO DAMN EMO!
i cried MAN!
lol hahahaha!
Oh yeah my doctor said i caould take out that THANG.
WHOOTS <3
anyways. so then today. morning.
I was SO EMO.
I went to see Grace, Amanda,Yuen Min and Janelle.
Yeah then Grace and Amanda went down with me to the sec one level EHEHEHE!
lol yeah got to see, KELLY! and see RUTH! and then see SABINA!
WHOOOTS <3
okay then after that CHAPEL.
Man was i SOOO SOOOO DOWN.
i was practically stoning.
then during English i stoned TOO.
Then for chinese i was stoning like SIAO!
then for recess.
I talked to Miss NG.
about YOU NOEE..
then she wouldn't BUDGE. dammit.
then i started PFFFTTTING.
lol okay.
then erm had Maths.
I was stoning.
During Home econs.
was the ONLY time i wasn't sad.
LOL it was DAMN FUNNY!
LOL!
hahahaha
Annabelle + Tiffany + Chloe + Elan = FUNNNYYYYYYYYYY!
lol yeah.
lol
"SQUEEZE"
"WET GLUE"
new words man...
NEW WORDS.
if u were SICK enough..
u;ll get it HAHAHAAH!
okay anywyas.
then after school.
I took 170 to the bus stop where i normally take 173 when im LAZY.
anyways.
then i was waiting for 173 for a FRIGGING long time.
then this car came and wanted to drop off someone.
then cause i was facing the road... I didn't noe who was that person larh.
Then after that car went off.
I heard a voice "Erh Angeline?"
Then i looked back and to MY SURPRISE!
Amanda MAK!
And for me to be such an IDIOT.
i said "OH MY GOSH!"
-.-
-.-
Yeah. SPAS man.
then after that started talking about BUSES.
PFFFT.
it was soo FREAKKING scary.
she takes the same Buses as me -.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
okay then there was silence for at least 2 mins.
and then yeah..
it was so TENSE.
the surrounding was just so ODD!
yeah then her bus came MWAHAHHAHAHA!
so then after that.
i called Charlotte and Grace and said.
"CHARLOTTEE/GRACEEEE!! OH MY GOOOODNESSSSS!"
lol haha yuup :D
Amanda Mak. if u were to see this. then...
Hehehehehe :P
LOL anyways. then went home.
FREAKED OUT.
okay hmm i need to do work MANNNN!
arghhhh!
Okay then
TOODLES :D

EMONESSS!

2007-03-17T19:03:00.000-07:00

sigh...
Im getting really emo now.
maybe its because im thinking about the senior ctg :/
i miss them so much.
i really do...
and to think of it.
i feel like crying.
its like 3 more pracs.
and we'll just disappear from each other.
hopefully...
our relationship is STRONG enough.
sigh...
okay here's a list of things that makes me feel so emo today:
- I MISS THE SENIOR CTG!
- I haven't done ANY of my homework
- NO MORE HOLIDAY!
- I have a POSITION that i seriously DONT want.
- I haven't read my CHINESE book.
- I DONT understand LIFE SCIENCE AT ALL!
- I DONT KNOW how to do HISTORY!
- I HAVE NO TIME!
- TIME FLIES SOO SOO SOO QUICKLY!
- My SELF image!
- IM SERIOUSLY MISSING THE SENIOR CTG!

yeah.. those are seriously NOT making my day.
and this afternoon i have to go out -.-
JUST because my GRANDPARENTS are home -.-
WAT THE HELL man..
seriously.
i have NO mood in studying now.
i just feel like going to sleep and just think about the times the senior ctg spent together.
i seriously CANT wait to go to SAB'S House for the LAST time!
it'll be the ONLY time the senior ctg can meet up like that!
sighh.
i feel like talking to u guys man!
i feel so comfortable talking to u ppl!
i'd rather stay in school to meet u ppl than to go home.
sigh..
I LOVE THE SENIOR CTG! <33

NATIONAL DRILL COMPETITION :D

2007-03-17T01:21:00.000-07:00

lol.
eh well. im in a MIX kinda mood right now...
lol.
IM DAMN TIRED :D
lol thats a GOOD thing!
LOL okay so lets start on FRIDAY(:
okay so we went for DRILLdrillDRILL.
and then we didn't REALLY slack that much.
hmmm.
okay then went for lunch.
heh went to SHANICE'S HOUSE :D
LOL!
it was SO FUN >.<
lol! XD
then after that was LATE for drill.
yeah. so me and janelle got SCOLDED >.<
HEH.
hmmmm.
then after that did ONE LAST TIME OF DRILL.
and it was time to GO HOME.
so ermm.
we went to SABINA'S house!
WHOOOTS <3
it was OH-SOFUN!
hehehehe!
then eh...
we POLISHED boots.
IRONed UNIFORM.
sewed whatever was needed to be sewed.
and then.
ALSO..
PANIC!!
XD
yeah we was just PANICKING!
so yeah we slept at 12:30 A.M.
yeah.. LATE.
cause of EMOTIONS running.
okayy...
slept ~~with~~ NEXT to Sabina and Nicole :D
HAHAHHA!
SABINA. u're the BEST at laughing AHAHA!
lol okay so we woke up.
and man was i FREEEEEEEEZING.
and then yeah ppl started to wash up and stuff.
and ate MINI PANCAKES.
DAMN COOOOOOOL!
8D
then after breakfast.
went to school.
hahha. i was really SCARED and all.
so we reached 1.2
then we started changing to UNIFORM.
yuup after gelling the HAIR and stuff.
we were READY!
well... in the INSIDE we weren't quite lol.
yeah then practiced SOME parts of drill.
lol then after that.
we went to the BUS!
man.. when i entered..
i was SOO NERVOUS.
so i sat next to JANELLE :D
and then i was just.
HYPER VENTILATING.
and she was like..
"I shouldn't have sat with u -.-"
ANYWYAS.
lol after the bus ride..
reached NEE SOON CAMP.
and then had inspection.
and then heard.
WEIRDED COMMANDS!
omg. it was SO DAMN FUNNY!
lol so yeah inspection.
our stamps was GREAT(:
lol then INspction over.
then it was FORMAT >.<
oh gosh..
yeah..
so they gave us a COMPLICATING way to go in the parade ground -.-
yeah. called the "FIRST IMPRESSION"
yeah.
then we went in.
and i was just SO DAMN NERVOUS.
sigh.
i forgotten ALL the commands now >.<
sigh.
but for format.
we did a mistake.
HOMAD KAKANAN.
yeah HEH >.<
the rest..
was OKAY. i guess.
hehehe.
im GLAD its over(:
lol except MUSIC DRILL.
hahahhaahhaha :D
hmm then the PIONEER CTG!
WAS SOOOOO PROOOOOOOOO!
PROOOOOO!
XD
lol ENVYYYY!
lol hahahah
then ermm.
yeahhhhhhh went HOME(:
well actually TIDIED up the 1.2 classroom
THEN went home XD
so i reached home nowwww.
showered..
and going to sleep :D
but UNFORTUNATELY...
i have BLOODY homeworks!
AHHHH!
well. i need to say one thing..
IM GOING TO MISS YOU GUYS, SENIOR CTG!
including our dear COMMANDER. AMANDA MAK!
yes. everybody will miss EVERYONE.
HEH >.<
im seirously going to cry on next sat ):
sigh.
EMOO!
well. i noticed that today..
after the competition..
she didn't really talk to us about ur drill u noe..
do u guys realise it?
toodles :D

HEHEHE!

2007-03-15T08:09:00.000-07:00

okay so this is going to be a PROPER post XD
LOL!
went to BTP.
yes and went to PIZZA HUT!
whoots <3
yeah took LOADS of RANNDOOOM pictures.
LOL
not with mah camera.
but kelly's
and Janelle's
HAHAHAHA!
okay then we tried to take a picture of Mak.
But MANY ATTEMPTS FAILED!
she MOVES TOO MUCH >.<
anywyas.
yeah ALOT of problems arised during the pizza hut OUTING.
cause it was like.
some food came late.
some food were mixed up.
yeah.
just SCREWED.
HEH.
tsk tsk.
LOL.
and GLASSES of Coke.
FELL!
yes FELL!
and u wouldn't imagine HOW MUCH broken glass there was.
Seriously.
okay some pioneers got pissed because of late food >.<
HEH >.<
scary X/
anyways.
so after the problems and HAVOC.
time to go to school.
and start DRILL.
lol and yeah.
so i limped all the way with janelle -.-
i felt so helpless.
okay then i went to school.
and then waited for a LONG while until we did drill.
but most of the time.
SLACK drill.
LOL.
not a good thing.
but still.
yeah limping and limping all the way.
IM SO STUPID!
its a good thing that Mak didn't make me rest.
or else i'll just feel SO HELPLESS.
HELPLESS i tell yah.
i should PERSERVERE!
whooots <3
okay then MISS TOH.
came down -.-
and boy was she SO EXTRA.
lol seriously.
i mean..
for her to come down and see us marching.
and trying to ACT like she is an EXPERT in MARCHING.
its just TERRIBLE.
HEH >.<
im so MEAN!
xD
LOL!
pissed MANN!
lol haha.
after that. DRILL OVER.
and then went to the concourse with lots.
and then just talked about INJURIES ahahaha!
LAME!
lol xD
then after that.
i didn't noe Sam and Mak was walking behind us...
and i was like saying this to myself SO LOUDLY.
"WO YAO SI LE!!!!!"
lol im so stupid >.<
luckily she never hear.
PFFT.
im so lucky.
okay so TMRW.
drill.
STAYING at SABS house (:
WHOOOTS <3
with OTHER LOVABLE people!
i gurantee i'll be sleeping at 12 AHAHAHAH!
i wouldn't be able to SLEEP that time.
HEH >.<
so then.
TOODLES :D

P.s. the NEXT post would probably be on a SAT >.<
HOPEFULLY i would be in a GOOD mood to post.
or else u'll just see EMO things HEH >.<

OH MY GOOOOODNESS!

2007-03-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

IM F*cking SCARED >.<
NERVOUS >.<
CONFUSED >.<
NERVOUSSSS!! >.<
im DAMN SCARED >.<

why did i join GB?!
WHYYYYYY?!
sigh.
im frigging scared right now.
DRILL com is in 2 days!
UGHHH!
i cannot stand it..
AHHHHHH!
im soo scared!
u NOE i could eat dinner today >.<
i felt like puking :/
SO NERVOUS!
AHHHHH X/
*HYPER-VENTILATING*
sighhhhhhhhhhhhh!
OMMMGGG
IM
SO
F*CKING
SCARED
!
!
!
!
!
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
IM SCARED SCARED SCAREDD!!
ARGHHHHHH!
OMFG!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

today.. i heard something.
from someone.
i dunno who.
but here is wat that person said.
"their drill isn't up to the NATIONAL drill competition level yet."
THAT just DEGRADES me so much >.<
SIGHsighSIGH
actually. we can SAY that we want GOLD.
but can we DO IT?
i dont noe.
but seriously.
i slacked ALOT today.
seriously.
and my heart WANTS GOLD.
but. i cannot SHOW that i want it.
its like. i dont push myself harder.
today. i did drill.
eventhough my knee was wrapped up.
yeah i did drill.
but i was SLOOPY.
i TRIED to perservere.
but i couldn't.
tried to LIFT my legs up.
NOT to drag.
STAMP properly.
MARCH properly.
TURN/JERK properly.
but couldn't.
yeah it was PAINFUL when i did that.
but i felt that it was just an excuse.
so tmrw.
im going to have DETERMINATION.
to DO DRILL DRILL DRILL DRILL!
yes. DRILL!
going to LIFT my legs 90!
NO DRAGGING AT ALL!
STAMP correctly!
MARCH smartly!
TURN/JERK correctly!
despite the PAIN im going to do it for the LORD.
and for the Contingent!
we spent LOTS of DAYS/HOURS/WEEKS/MONTHS
doing this DRILL.
and i cant give up now.
have to BASH through ALL pains.
and TEARS.

after this DRILL competition.
we may win.
we may lose.
but WATEVER it is...
at least we have the bond.
If we get GOLD/SILVER/CHALLENGE SHIELD.. thats SO COOL 8D
but if we get BRONZE/PARTICIPATION.. thats COOL TOO 8D
cause we TRIED our best.
gave our BEST shot (:
pulled it through.
and got over it.
:D
and our hearts
our minds would quieten down.
and we can FINALLY relax.
and talk about it in school.
or anywhere else and just say.
"hey, i've been in a SENIOR CTG. and it was GREAT :D"
lol i sound like MISS TANG -.-
thats SO NOT GOOD!
okay...
its going to be EXCITING on saturday.
and.
just to tell you people.
Whatever happens. HAPPENS for a reason(:
i keep putting that in my mind so that.
when worse comes to worse.
i wouldn't break down and cry
well i mean. i really dont noe wat would HAPPEN during saturday.
i can somehow SENCE that we'll do well.
but the more i think of it. it makes me scared.
like all the BAD thots come into my FRIGIGNG brain.
its like one moment i say
"We're going TO WIN THIS THANG! :D"
then
"We're going to win this thing!"
then
"We can win this thing!"
then
"can one larh.. can win"
then
"its okay! can larh"
then
"im not sure we can leh ):"

dunno my F*CKING brain is SCREWED.
damn.
going to SAB'S house.
so..
TOODLES :D

SIGH EMONEESSS!

2007-03-14T01:50:00.000-07:00

okay Emoness is attacking me now.
really suddenly i feel so damn EMO.
must be the rain.
must be because i read sau's EMO post?
BLEH.
i seriously feel like dying.
I CANNOT LET THE SENIOR CTG down.
they'll be pissed.
sigh. im SO STUPID.
I SUCK so much.
before i tell you wat caused this emoness.
hmm.
OKAY SO TODAYY :D
we did DRILL.
but with GB UNIFORM.
HEH >.<
UNCOMFORTABLE!
then had Inspection and EVERYTHING.
didn't have the MINI TALK -.-
anyways.
we changed back to MUFTI
had LUNCH
then drillED again.
then HOME WE GO!
yuuup.
okay so i reached home.
and i _ _ _ _ _ _ _ over a STUPID BOX.
and yeah i _ _ _ _ _ _ FLAT.
and WOW. guess wat?!
_ _ _ _ MAN!
okay so i'll be going to _ _ _ _ _ _ tmrw.
I'll be at drill at 11: 30 am
SERIOUSLY.. im like..
SO DEAD >.<
ugh!
I HATE MYSELF!
toodles :D

YO!

2007-03-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

Went for drill LATE.
yeah. about 2 hours late?
Yeahh.
Cause of TUTION!
dammit.
HAHAH
8D
okay so i went to school.
Saw them not doing drill.
So it was alrite.
Hmm..
then after drill had LUNCH
Lunnch was YUUUMMY!
Doesn't it make ur mouth WATER.
hahahha!
then had Drill again.
Slacked.
Slacked.
Slacked.
okay then drill over.
went to SABINA'S house <3>.<>.<>.<
hahhaa SLACKING.
dont feel like doing anything.
NANANANANA!!
Okay. tmrw.
I'llbe LATE again -.-
cause of no transport -.-
and PLUS.
have to wear GB uniform.
DIAOOO!
dunno whether i must still wear.
ARGHHH!
how many for FRIGGING DAYS to DRILL COM!
ahhhhhh!
Seriously..
IM SO FRIGGING SCAREDD!
x/
ARHHH!
nervous MUCH!
okay then.
TOODLES :D

SCIENCE CENTRE?!

2007-03-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

okay so i woke up LATE this morning.
POOEY.
Missed church. as USUAL!
okay so then. went to the ACJC service.
and BOY was it so BORING.
lol espeically the LOONG prayer.
Man it was like 10 mins!
OKay. but sermon was good(:
It was really so TOUCHING!

~There was a boy. he took care of sheeps. and he didn't noe how to READ.
nor did he noe how to WRITE. but until one day. when 2 men came to his town.
and started preaching the gospel. when they met him. the 2 men taught him these five simple words. "The lord is my sheperd" and they kept teaching him about the 5 words. then after for at least 6 months. when the 2 men was about to go back to their hometown. they decided to visit the young boy. and when they knocked on the door. his mother opened the door and said that her son had died. because of one SNOW BLIZZARD, when the boy went to search for one lost sheep. and his mother said that she found him buried in the snow but with a sweet smile and using his left hand touching his last right hand pinky. which ment he used his hands to say "The lord is my sheperd".~

It was really nice. TOUCHING(:
yuuup.
Anyways. after church went to Jurong to eat LUNCH
and i saw RACHEL KHOO. darling <3
lol haha so freaky okay.
LOL.
anyways. my brother irritated rachel DIAO!.
okay so yeahh.
Said bye to her and then headed of the Science Centre.
Man was is BORING.
haha.
except ONE of the exhibit.
SO FUN!
lol hahahhaha!
okay so after walking around like a KID.
went for DINNER!
lol my family and I went to "CLAP"
yuup its a restaurant.
Okay so had dinner.
then went HOME(:
watched my RECORDED HANAKIMI!
whoooots <3
:D
Okay then..
DRILL TMRWW!
so yeah;.
Toodles :D

I LOVE SABINA'S HOUSE!

2007-03-10T01:22:00.000-08:00

okay so i had theory exam todayy.
It wasn't that hard that i expected.
But all i noe is that i already lost 15 marks AHAHA!
no way am i going to get a MERIT.
haha anyways. ITS OVERRR LIAOOO!
anyways so i was late for drill.
but i had a totally GOOD excuse yo(:
okay so yeah. i reached school.
and i saw the cheerleaders in the linkway.
So i was like.
"weh? why are we doing cheerleading?"
then i was like.. OHHHH.
okay haha so it wasn't them.
so i went to the primary rooms outside.
and started calling people.
BUT THEY WOULDN'T PICK UP!
so then i saw Samantha(:
Then yeah searched for the GB people.
Lol then we were like.
"Maybe their in the hall. lets check it out."
So thenn.
First floor of the stairs.. then we said "Wats the sound?"
Second floor of the stairs.. then we said "i hear music.."
Third Floor of the stairs.. then we said "Its that the senior ctg's music?"
YAYYYY!
found YOUUU!
okay yuup so they were in the hall.
so then i plooped down my BAG(:
and thenn..
I went in to do the MUSIC drill.
and then suddenly.
I was LOSTT.
cause they finished teaching the DRILL FORMATION!
hahah.
anyways. so yeah then had LUNCH(:
CHICKEN RICE IS LOVE <3
okay so yeah finished..
Then suddenly charlotte Sprained her ANKLE!
damnn. then after that Amanda Mak was shocked that she sprained her ankle.
And YEAH.
then ermm so we did music drill again..
and again..
and listened to COOL MUSIC 8D
yuuup.
then after that DRILL WAS OVERRR!
okay erm then went to walk ruth homeee.
then after that. went to Sabina's HOUSE.
SO FUNN!!
lol haha we did spastic stuff.
And sabina tried to scare me with things.
Yeah..
But LUCKILY.
I wasn't scared AHAHAHA!
okay yeah so spastic stuff with Sabina and Grace Hahaha.
It'll be more fun when ruth is around YALL!
lol it'll just add to the RETARDEDNESS.
lol xD
okay so yeah. went back to school and then waited for my DADDY
then so yeah...
im back home NOW(:
WHOOOOOOOTS <3
lovely homme.
Okay then.
Thanks chloe for listening out for me, u're a really GREAT friend :D
toodles:D

LALALALALALA!

2007-03-08T00:10:00.000-08:00

WUZUN is HOT (:
okay hmm today had no SCHOOL! whoots! : D
hmmm. had Cross COuntry TODAYY!
yayness.
But the problem is that i didn't run.
instead. i was a road MARSHELL.
damnn it!
sigh. okay hmm it was a GOOD thing. but yeah.. still.
okay erm so i was stationed ALMOST at the Ending line. so yeah.
the first Division winner was CLARE! yay and she's from BLACKMORE!
whooooooo!
Okay hmm the second division was Lee i think.
Yeah anyways.
hmmm. after all those cheering and stuff.
Running and all.
yeah WENT back to school!
with Liting and Nicole.
Yuup i WALKED to school HAHAH
hows that for a FATTY BUM hahha
okay then reached school. Primary school still had SCHOOL.
lol SO COOL 8D
okay hmm then erm.
yeah fooled around and stuff.
yuup went to the com lab to practice the DANCE thing with 2s
I think its nice(:
Well other classes one's maybe nicer(:
But at least its finished right? Hahaha : D
lol anyways. it isn't a competition or anything LOL.
hahahaha.
okay hmm.
lets. seee.
the family night dance is DONE(:
the Poster is DONE(:
the T-SHIRT think is DONE(:
wats left?
I have no idea lehs.
Lol haha.
anyways. yes the went to the bustop.
and instead of going home,
I went to orchard to meet up with someone.
can't mention larh.
And yeah i NOE that person already liao.
So dont think im misusing my internet.
Lol haha anyways. had ICE-CREAM!
whoots. ice-cream is NICEEE!
in a hot day.
yeah we talked.
talked.
talked.
and somehow that person made the atmosphere really tense.
and yeah i wasn't in a happy mood after that yuup.
"I hate her. she's so BIMBOTIC. but yeah. wait hold on.. 'hello? oh hello _____! i miss you too.'"
hahaha yeah sometimes people are like that.
LOL xD
This goes to show that. ___ suck.
Okay. hmm thats all.
And i need to DO.
-ASIAN GEOG!
-LS WS!
-History!
DAMMMMITTTT!
okay then
TOODLES :D

WHOOTS <3

2007-03-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

hey my FELLOW FRIENDS :D
okay yes WUZUN IS SO DAMN HOTT! <33
DOOdooDOOdooo.
OKAY YEAH so. todayyy.
erm had English.
Geography.
yes teh TREMOUR whoots.
haha i thot i was having SPASMS or something. LOL
hahaha ANYWAYS.
Wahh PIANG -used by LITING
hahahahah
okay so had ermm CHEM?
yeah CHEM.
ok then had MATHS
but INSTEAD. we had the DANCE thing.
Yuup. okay hmm so there was RECESS.
Inter-class BASKETBALL thang(:
Well our class didn't win):
BUT ITS OKAY!
Hahahah(:
CHEER UP PEOPLE! : D
damnnn. Im getting DEPRESSED
ok then yeah had recess
then had PW.
yeah did my presentation thang.
and yeahhh.
oh man my PRONOUNCIATION [sp?] is HORRIBLE!
okayy. hmmm
welll. hmmm wat else to say?
Oh yeah today i had 2 FRIGGING PERIOD OF MATHS!
omg. THATS a RARE occasion!!
OH MY GOOOSHHH!
So yeah in the WHOLE maths period todayy.
My brain cells died.
Yeah at least 10000 died in about 1 second.
Yes. so u can guess how many DIED(:
yes..
OKAY so today had to wear GB uni.
SOO IRRITATING!
lol yeah.
Hmm..
I LOVE WUZUN <3
okay yeah then ermm had BALLON SCULTURING haha
Omg.
MY TULIP looks like a sperm MANNS.
lol hahha. It doesn't lookalike a TULIP.
lol a GREEN tulip. MAN!
yeah and ruth DESTROYED it.
PFFTTT.>.<
HMMM.
okay then went home(:
WATCH HANAKIMI MANNN!
okay hmmm.
tmrw got CROSS):
lol quite fun larh HAHAH
anyways.
I gotta gooo(:
WO SHI NI DE TOU HAO FANS!
toodles :D

2007-03-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

OKAY yes WUZUN IS HOTT!
HOT!
YES VERY HOTT!
lol hahaha nothing happened today.

HANAKIMI rocks as USUAL(:
hahhaha!
ROCKKSSSS!
whoooots <33
LOL blogger is FAILING on me!
DAMNNNN!
LOL ohhh mannnn!
I MISS WUZUNN!
AHHHHHHHH!
ok then
Toodles :D

OH MY DEAR :D

2007-03-03T23:57:00.000-08:00

My darling SEC ONE'S yuup XDOMG this CRACKED me up!

GROUP PHOTO! i love this! <33

LOL

DAMN IM SO SHORT! >.<

oh mans.
Im like so sad.
I CANT SEE WUZUN in REAL LIFE ):
damn.
okay then today. went to church?
Yeah of course i did.
and yeah skipped sermon?
And skipped Worship too.
And instead went to the second floor.
just to see whether the piano wasn't occupied.
But HOHOHO.
it WAS occupied.
So me and Fiona was just waiting for the piano room to be UNFILLED with PAPA's and MAMA'S.
Okay yeah and erm. so waited.
Until Rachel called and yeah.
SO me and rachel took pics again.
With the OHSOFUNNY fiona SHAKING the camera while taking the pictures HAHAHA!
iT WAS SO HILARIOUS.
oh i just realised that i haven't learnt TING xie yet -_-
AND MATHS too!
SHIT.
okay theen.
hmm after the WHOLE waiting for the piano room thing.
In the end i didn't get to play the piano -_-
LOL.
hmmmm.
then after that went for lesson instead..
yeahhhhh.
Then surpriisingly wasn't late. HAHHA
okay thenn combined group with Abigail's group.
Steph,Abbi,Jaquline and ME was talking about HOW HOT WUZUN was!
WAHHHHHH!
HE IS SOOO HOTT <3
:D
lol AHHHHH!
okay then after that went home to fetch my dad.
And then went to GIODARNO.
To buy the white T-SHIRTS.
and yeeeeaaaaaahhhhh.
got it for tiffany and Anne.
Since they were the FIRST one to ask me whether to buy them from me.
So yeah hmm. wat else?
OH YEAH i bought the HANAKIMI OST!
whoooootss <3
AHHHHH!
love it love itt!!
Okay NOW im going to buy that SERIES UGHH!
lol its $17.90 per 5 episodes.
So there is like 3 BOXES.
so wat do u think?
$53.70 for THE WHOLE THING !
man. I have to be FILTHY rich hhahaahha!
okay anyways..
AKON-SMACK THAT
is a LOVE!
the song is so CATCHY(:
:D
okay thenn i shall stop here.
TOODLES :D

2007-03-03T01:03:00.000-08:00

1. Are you gothic?
Look at my blog. Does it look BLACK and RED. or ppl dying? Lol

2. Do you shave anywhere else besides your legs or armpits?

You take me for a SEXY HOT lady that wanna have sex? NO i dont.

3. Do you have a friend named brooke?
When i finally met one. i'll tell you

4. Do you cheer?
Nope.

5. Are you in eighth grade?
yuuup

6. Do you like pizza?
yes i LOVE EM!

7. Are you from the south?
eh?

8. Are you from the west?
eh?

9. Are you from the north?
Sorry but i failed my Geography test >.<

10. Is your fave drink sweet tea?
NAWH.

11. Do you watch zoey 101?
YEs(:

12. Are your parents divorced?
nope. and NEVER will!

13. Have you seen the movie mean girls?
Yes.(:

14. Are you a fan of jessica simpson?
"I thot tuna was part of a Chicken" NOOO!

15. Do you like country music?

Nope.

16. Who’s your fave singer?
I HAVE NO IDEA.

17. What’s your fave song?
ALOT of them are my FAVE songs(:

18. Can you wiggle your ears?
heh.

19. Do you know anybody named billy?
Billy sounds.. Creepy. haha

20. Do you like mary kate or ashley better?
None of the above.

21. Are you into softball?

Bet you haven't seen me in PE.

22. What’s your fave NFL sports team?
NFL? Whats NFL?

23. What state do you live in?
Some parts solid, some parts liquid, and some parts gas.

24. Have you been to another country?
Yes.

25. What kind of computer do you have?
Mac

26. Have you looked for the rainbow’s gold?
Nope. if i did. i would look for silver too.

27. What’s your favorite subject?
math.

28. Where do you buy your clothes?
In the toilet. WHERE ELSE WOULD I GET THEM?!

29. Do you like converse?
YUUP it RAWKS!

30. Do you skateboard?
If by liking to skate means that I like to roll, fall off, smash my head on the ground and die consequently, why yes, I do, thank you

31. What’s your dream car?
A lamborghini? (sp?)

32. What’s your fave color?
green! makes the WORLD go round!

33. Have u met a celebrity?
You wish i did didn't cha? ;)

34. What’s your fave website?
youtube and OFCOURSE my blog(:

35. Who your role model?
Eh i dunt noe. CATWOMAN?

36. When was the last time you went rollin?
Rollin? Whats that?

37. Do you like roller coasters?
the kiddy one's(:

38. Are you scared of the dark?
ofcourse. im a GIRL. duh im afraid. xD

39. Would you die for someone?
I dunno actually.

40. Are you named after your mom/dad/grandparents?
But my cous has the same name as me hahaha!

41. Do like your middle name?
KIKI? NO! sounds like a mandrin orange BRAND.

42. Are you a blonde?
No im black. wait. im actually BROWN.

43. Do you act like a blonde?
Nah i dont buy yellow wigs and go around saying "Im dumb" (Sorry im racist)

44. Do you like the beach?
Getting my EYES filled with sand and foot burning with sand. Yeah i kinda do love the beach.

45. What’s your fave kinda shoe?
I DUNNNO. XD

46. Do you like hot weather?
not much.

47. Can you swim?
you don’t want to see me try.

48. Do you wish on stars?
I did that ONCE. and it just screwed up -_-

49. Do you own any horses?
Nah.

50. Do you wish you had a unicorn?
Wellll. first.. I WISH to have a horse. then i'll stick a CONE onto its head and WHALAH! i get a UNICORN(:

51. Have you ever laid in a hammock?
Noppe. even if i did i think i would have broke it.

52. Do like posicles in the winter?
Yes i love ICECREAM!

53. Do you watch Thats So Raven?
Yes.

54. So far do you like this quiz?
Im suppose to answer this?

55. Do you believe in God?
YUUP

56. Is your family wacko?
Real family- NO the POOT! family-YES(:

57. Can you touch your nose w/ your tongue?
When my tongue drops out. I'll tell you.

58. Have you ever prank called somebody?
Even if i tried. I'll be the FIRST to laugh.

60. Do you know somebody who did/does drugs?

Is this a Rethorical Question?

61. Have you ever seen a REAL fight?
NO.

62. Can you do a flip on trampoline?
My neck is still Connected to my body.

63. Do you own a trampoline?
-_-

64. What’s your fave NBA team?
EH.

65. Have you ever played soccer?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

66. Do you like brownies?
YUUUP i love it!

67. Did you vote for Kerry or Bush?
Is this like BEN&JERRY'S ice-cream thing or something? eh no im not an American

68. Did you not like either one of them?
I dont really care hahha

70. Who’s your favorite american idol?
Kelly clarkson i guess?

71. Do you dance?
WOW. do i DANCE? HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

72. Are you a “Candy Shop” fan?
i LOVE LOLIPOPS!

73. Are you in love right now?
Yes. With WUZUN! hot STUFF! <3

74. Do you have a car?
Does a DRAWING OF A lamborghini count?

75. Have you ever drank & smoked?
Im 14 if you haven't noticed XD

76. What’s your favorite radio station?

98.7!

77. Do you still play barbies?
Yes i DO. i like to change their clothes to FASIONABLE ONE'S(:

78. Do you like singing in the rain?
By getting choked with rain drops and die. OH YES i love singing in the rain.

79. Are you computer geek?
-_-"

80. Do you like rubber duckies?
Why DUCKIES? why not RUBBER BALLS or something?

81. Is your house big?
Well. it can fit me. So it has to be big. Hahaha

82. Is your room clean right now?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

84. Do you have your own phone line?
Yuup.

85. Can you whistle?
Sort of?

86. Can you type fast?
kinda. Then you see me backspacing a lot.

87. Are you still a backstreetboys fan?
NO.

88. Did you like this survey?
...

OK fine.

2007-03-02T22:56:00.000-08:00

LOOK! 1000 DOLLARS!WUZUN <3333 :DDDD

JIRO hehehe!

OHH! WUZUN's HOT signature(:WHOOTS! THE FAMILY! yeah! :D

Man my computer is LAGGING.
its typing so SLOW):
Anyways sorry for not BLOGGING.
man i still have my MATHS HW to do):
Sigh.
ANYWAYS!
i got back from __________
Im not suppose to blog about it HEEHEE.
because ______________ doesn't noe AHAHAHA!
Anyways today was FUN(:
lol haha thats all i CAN SAY hahah
Okay then i saw the most DISGUSTING drink EVER in my WHOLE LIFE.
seriously. i wanted to PUKE.
>.<
Okay tmrw i better buy WHITE TEESHIRT.
Bleh hopefully i wont forget HAHHA.
lol im so FORGETFUL.
sigh.
took alot of random pic. HAHAH
wait. OH SHOOTS i can't post the PICS. AH!
Because of UNFORSEEN reasons(:
LOL.
anyways. hmmmm.
OMG WUZUN rawks!
SO DAMN HOT ahhhhhh!
HOTNESS BABY!
<33
:D
WHOOTS <3
im now. WUZUN-obsessed!
WHOOOOO!
HE IS SUCH A DREAM BOAT!
lol anyways. hahaha i got piano today -_-
AND MY EXAM IS WHEN?!
oh yeah..
NEXT WEEK!
ARGGHH!
so i'll be missing drill prac):
ANyways.
okay then GOTTA GO!
toodles:D